...It's Here we Begin...

2011-02-14T08:54:00.000-08:00

ini bukan satu entry...

dh lme xupdate..xtau npe..ak xde semangt tuk menulis...
ak bukak..tengok cikit2...pas2 tutup...pastu bukak balik...
hati nie meronta2 tuk bercerita..nmun dlm mse yg same ak stuck..
ak xboleh meluahkn ape yg terbuku di hati..
terasa begitu menyesakkan..

andai selepas nie ak makin tenang..
akan ak ukirkan kembali setiap ape yg berlaku dlm kehidupan ak..
moga2 ak beroleh ketenangan itu..

demam exam..

2010-11-08T17:16:00.000-08:00

esok akn bermulalah...final exam tuk tahun tiga semester 1 nie..
warghhh...
bersedia kah ak..!!!!..~no comment~
huhuhu...
sekarang nie ak sedang berstudy..++++ nk tdo...
xtau laa..mata nie asyik ngantok jek..pe kes...nk exam ke xnk exam nie..
mata ku yg disayangi...cubalah bg kerjasama k..

teruskan nonoeilma...
chayok!!!

craziness is like around the corner

2010-10-25T12:57:00.000-07:00

issshhhh..tgk tajuk entry cm hape dah...lantak laa...ak sekarang sedang mengalami musim menyiapkan segala macam asgnment + projek..this sem is killing me..
you know what..i need to complete my 2 project (RC n LAW), then my hidrology asgnment with essei expository writing..and i dont have much time..plus..final exam is around the corner..
o..m...g..i feel sooo..soooo...soooo tension..
maybe my study week will fill up with completing the RC project..

mmg sem bakal membuat otak ak biol...dh 2 mlm turut2..ak xtdo..siang dh jd mlm n mlm dh jd siang....hidup ak pon dh jd tunggang langgang....mata ak pon dh mcm hape dh..bwh mata dh kelihatan hitam kebiruan...kelebamam yg tahap maksimum..
mungkin org dh tgk ak cm alien..
lantak lah korang nk pk ape...mmg sekarang nie ak ngah byk keje..giler masyuk laa..
xpernh seumur idup ak..ak commited giler ngan keje....
kalulah mak n ayah ak tahu betapa anak die bersusah payah cm nie...mesti diorg turut bersimpati...terus suh ak berhenti blajar n kawin jek...
hahahaha..berangan je lebih...
sape laa yg nk kt ak...yg nk duk umah goyang kaki jek..

kenelah cri laki kaya...ye dop..
lagilaa...hampeh jek....
ish2..mlm nie merapu je lebih..
lain kali laa sambung ..xde idea nk merapu lebih2...
kene byk fokus..
ye nonoeilma...chayok2...

zaman sekolah..(part 1)

2010-10-17T13:15:00.000-07:00

malam nie tetiba jek ak teringat zaman sekolah dlu2...ntah pe la yg ak fikir..mungkin ak dah serabai otak mengadap nota2 statistics nie..rase cam hampeh jek, konon2 stay up nk study tp dok wt mende lain je byk..

zaman sekolah dlu ak xde laa stress mcm nie...sempoi jek...study nie perkara paling last ak pk..balik sekolah, lempar beg tepi dinding, tukar baju n kuar g derak umah kawan2..xpon bukak tv tgk citer katun...dlu ak ini suke tgk citer katun..ingat lagi, ak sanggup ponteng sekolah sbb nk tgk citer dragonball, punyerlaa fanatik...sumernyer gara2 citer dragonball siar pd ari ahad, n kt trg ari ahd dh start sekolah..
pg2 ahad...mak kejut bgn : " nor, bgn2 dh kul bpe nie?..xnk g sekolah ker"

ak pon wt muka cikit...jap ag ore bgn laa...

tbe2.." mak, sakit perut laa..mls nk sekolah..nati ader perhimpunan pg..xlarat nk berdiri lme2 time sakit perut nie"..

mak ckp : ikut laa...xse g gak..sok kene bedal, mu gak yg ase..

itulah ak..huhu...
kalau setakat kene bedal ngan cikgu disiplin 2..no hal laa..sakit kejap jek..walau lebam ye hilang dlm mase 1 minggu...haha.layanzzz..

kadang2 ak pelik gak...npe laa..cikgu disiplin nie ske ngat bedal budak2 yg xnk g sekolah, diorg 2 sume bukannyer serik pon...dh diorg xnk blajar. biar je laa..
dtg sekolah pon wt menyemak jek..tol x?

akhirnyer jd laa..cm ak..
dtg sekolah tp kelas x masuk pon..ak masuk kelas time cikgu yg ajar 2 leh kamceng ngan ak..kalu dh mls sgt nk mengadap muka cikgu, ak ponteng je laa..
ko tau mne tempt yg slalu ak lepak..
semestinyer dlm toilet...kt situlah paling selamat..n paling banyak setan yg berkeliaran...toilet 2 dh mcm kelas ak yg kedua..
jahanam tol ak time 2..nk wt cm ne, kepala dh biol n masuk air..cm 2 la jadinyer..

best kn wktu zaman sekolah..xpk ape2 pon..just enjoy please..
kawan2 plak satu geng..
mmg tarak hal nyer kalu wt keje bengong2 nie sume..rmai backup..huhuhu..

skrg nie sume, amek jalan sendri2...
tp ak yg dlu meningglkn mereka2 sume...
walau cm ne pon mereka2 ttp berada dlm memori ak...haks2...

eh..kene blah dlu laa...
smbung balik lain kali..ader keje nk kene wt..
daa~~~

love..!!!
nonoeilma

2010-10-15T03:05:00.000-07:00

lalalalala.....layanzzzzzzzz..........

2010-10-03T04:16:00.000-07:00

12 BARISAN MANUSIA.. MENUJU KE AKHIRAT:-

barisan pertama: di iringi dari kubur dlm keadaan tidak bertangan &
berkaki.
keadaan ini dijelaskan melalui seruan Allah swt :"mereka orang2 yg
menyakiti hati jiran sewaktu hidup mereka.mereka yg sombong & tidak
berbuat kebaikan kepada jiran tetangga akan mendapat kehinaan didunia
maupun di akhirat".firman Allah 'aku akan memalingkan hati orang yg
sombong serta takbur di muka bumi ini dengan tiada alasan yg benar dari
(memahami) ayat2 ku(yg menunjukkan kekuasaan ku),itulah balasan & tempat
kembali mereka adalah neraka"

barisan ke-2: di iringi dari kubur dlm bentuk babi hutan
datang seruan Allah "mereka orang yg meringan2kan solat sewaktu
hidup,sesungguhnya orang yg memelihara solat 5waktu akan dihindari dari
siksa kubur sebaliknya,mereka yg mengabaikan maka waktu dia
mati,mayatnya akan dihimpit oleh liang lahat sehingga berselisih tulang
rusuk."
rasulullah saw bersabda "sesungguhnya seorang hamba apabila dia berdiri
untuk bersolat,maka di letakkan semua dosanya di atas kepala & kedua2
bahunya,maka setiap kali dia rukuk atau sujud,berjatuhanlah dosa2 itu

barisan ke-3: di iringi dari kubur dgn bentuk keldai & perut penuh ular
serta kala jengking
"mereka adalah orang yg enggan membayar zakat ketika hidupnya walaupun
pada ketika itu mereka tergolong dlm orang yg berkemampuan. inilah
balasannya & tempat kembali mereka adalah neraka

barisan ke-4: diiringi dari kubur dlm keadaan darah memancut keluar dari
mulut
"mereka adalah antara orang yg suka berdusta ketika berjual
beli.berniagalah dengan jujur serta amanah agar hasil yg diperoleh
datang dari sumber yg halal.

barisan ke-5: diiringi dari kubur dalam keadaan berbau busuk seperti
bangkai
ketika itu Allah menurunkan angin sehingga bau busuk itu menganggu
ketenteraman padang mahsyar "mereka ini adalah orang yang menyembunyikan
perlakuan derhaka,takut diketahui oleh manusia tetapi tidak pula takut
kepada Allah.inilah balasannya & tempat mereka juga adalah neraka

barisan ke-6 : diiringi dari kubur dengan keadaan kepala terputus dari
badan
mereka adalah orang yg dahulunya menjadi saksi palsu.

barisan ke-7: diiringi dair kubur tanpa lidah tetapi mengalir darah &
nanah dari mulut mereka
mereka ini adalah orang yg enggan memberi kesaksian kebenaran

barisan ke-8:diiringi dari kubur dlm keadaan terbalik,kepala kebawah &
kaki ke atas
mereka adalah orang yg melakukan zina.tempat mereka juga adalah di
neraka. sabda rasulullah "tiada bersunyi2an antara seorang lelaki &
wanita,melainkan wujudnya syaitan sebagai orang ketiga antara mereka"

barisan ke-9:diiringi dari kubur dengan wajah hitam & bermata
biru,sementara dlm diri mereka penuh dengan api gemuruh
mereka adalah orang yg makan harta anak yatim dengan cara yang tidak
sepatutnya

barisan ke-10: diiringi dari kubur dlm keadaan tubuh berpenyakit sopak &
dipenuhi kusta
mereka ini adalah orang yg derhaka kepada ibu bapa sewaktu hidupnya.

barisan ke-11: diiringi dari kubur dlm keadaan buta,gigi panjang seperti
tanduk lembu jantan,bibir terjuih hingga ke dada & lidah terjulur hingga
ke perut serta keluar pelbagai kotoran yg menjijikkan.
mereka ini adalah orang yg minum arak sewaktu hidupnya.

barisan ke-12: diiringi dari kubur dengan wajah bersinar2 seperti bulan
purnama
mereka melalui titian siratulmustakim seperti kilat.datang suara dari
sisi Allah yang memaklumkan "mereka semasa hidupnya adalah orang yg
beramal salih & melakukan kebaikan.mereka juga menjauhi perbuatan
derhaka,memelihara solat lima waktu, & meninggalkan dunia dalam keadaan
bertaubat.inilah balasan mereka & tempat kembali mereka adalah
syurga,beroleh keampunan,kasih sayang & keredhaan Allah swt."

BACALAH YASSIN

RASULULLAH s.a.w telah bersabda yang bermaksud:
"Bacalah surah Yassin kerana ia mengandungi keberkatan", iaitu:
1. Apabila orang lapar membaca surah Yaasin, ia boleh menjadi kenyang.
2. Jika orang tiada pakaian boleh mendapat pakaian.
3. Jika orang belum berkahwin akan mendapat jodoh.
4. Jika dalam ketakutan boleh hilang perasaan takut.
5. Jika terpenjara akan dibebaskan.
6. Jika musafir membacanya, akan mendapat kesenangan apa yang
dilihatnya.
7. Jika tersesat boleh sampai ke tempat yang ditujuinya.
8. Jika dibacakan kepada orang yang telah meninggal dunia, Allah
meringankan siksanya.
9. Jika orang yang dahaga membacanya, hilang rasa hausnya.
10. Jika dibacakan kepada orang yang sakit, terhindar daripada
penyakitnya.
11. Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda: "Sesungguhnya setiap sesuatu mempunyai
hati dan hati al-Quran itu ialah Yassin.
Sesiapa membaca surah Yassin,nescaya Allah menuliskan pahalanya seperti
pahala membaca al-Quran sebanyak 10 kali.
12. Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w lagi, "Apabila datang ajal orang yang suka
membaca surah Yassin pada setiap hari, turunlah beberapa malaikat
berbaris bersama Malaikat Maut.
Mereka berdoa dan meminta dosanya diampunkan Allah, menyaksikan ketika
mayatnya dimandikan dan turut menyembahyangkan jenazahnya".
13. Malaikat Maut tidak mahu memaksa mencabut nyawa orang yang suka
membaca Yaasin sehingga datang Malaikat Redwan dari syurga membawa
minuman untuknya.
Ketika dia meminumnya alangkah nikmat perasaannya dan dimasukkan ke
dalam kubur dengan rasa bahagia dan tidak merasa sakit ketika nyawanya
diambil.

14. Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda selanjutnya: "Sesiapa bersembahyang sunat
dua rakaat pada malam Jumaat, dibaca pada rakaat pertama surah Yaasin
dan rakaat kedua Tabaroka, Allah jadikan setiap huruf cahaya di
hadapannya pada hari kemudian dan dia akan menerima suratan amalannya di
tangan kanan dan diberi kesempatan membela 70 orang daripada ahli
rumahnya tetapi sesiapa yang meragui keterangan ini, dia adalah
orang-orang yang munafik.

Sesiapa yang menerima mesej ini tolong forwardkan kepada teman seagama
yang lain.

Untuk renungan semua,

Siapakah orang yang sibuk ?
Orang yang sibuk adalah orang yang tidak mengambil berat akan waktu
solatnya seolah-olah ia mempunyai kerajaan seperti kerajaan Nabi
Sulaiman a.s

Siapakah orang yang manis senyumannya?
Orang yang mempunyai senyuman yang manis adalah orang yang ditimpa
musibah lalu dia kata "Inna lillahi wainna illaihi rajiuun." Lalu sambil

berkata,"Ya Rabbi Aku redha dengan ketentuanMu ini", sambil mengukir
senyuman.

Siapakah orang yang kaya?
Orang yang kaya adalah orang yang bersyukur dengan apa yang ada dan
tidak lupa akan kenikmatan dunia yang sementara ini.
Siapakah orang yang miskin?
Orang yang miskin adalah orang tidak puas dengan nikmat yang ada
sentiasa menumpuk - numpukkan harta.

Siapakah orang yang rugi?
Orang yang rugi adalah orang yang sudah sampai usia pertengahan namun
masih berat untuk melakukan ibadat dan amal-amal kebaikan.

Siapakah orang yang paling cantik?
Orang yang paling cantik adalah orang yang mempunyai akhlak yang baik.

Siapakah orang yang mempunyai rumah yang paling luas?
Orang yang mempunyai rumah yang paling luas adalah orang yang mati
membawa
amal-amal kebaikan di mana kuburnya akan di perluaskan saujana mata
memandang.

Siapakah orang yang mempunyai rumah yang sempit lagi dihimpit?
Orang yang mempunyai rumah yang sempit adalah orang yang mati tidak
membawa amal-amal kebaikkan lalu kuburnya menghimpitnya.

Siapakah orang yang mempunyai akal?
Orang yang mempunyai akal adalah orang-orang yang menghuni syurga kelak
kerana telah mengunakan akal sewaktu di dunia untuk menghindari seksa
neraka.

Siapakah org yg KEDEKUT ?
Orang yg kedekut ialah org yg membiar atau membuang email ini begitu
sahaja, malah dia tidak akan menyampaikan pula pada org lain.

Sebaik-baik manusia itu adalah mereka yang memberi manafa'at kepada
manusia

rase yang tidak terkawal

2010-09-26T09:22:00.000-07:00

sejak dari semalam..ak merasakan diri ak ini sangat malang....ntah mengapa permasalahan timbul satu demi satu...membuatkan diri ini begitu letih,menghadapi masalah yg sama berulang2 kali tanpa ader penyelesaian....
ak telah melukakan hati insan2 yang ak sayangi...bukan niat ak untuk melukakan hati mereka...tp ak tersepit di tgh2....ak telah cuba sedaya-upaya untuk membahagiakan kedua2 nya..tp ape yg terjadi adlah sebaliknyer...
tanpa ak sedari..ak membuat mereka terkilan dan sedih....
ahhh..ak kini bagaikan layang2 yg putus tali..
tiada tempat bergantung dan tiada tempat untuk meluahkan rase yg terpendam..
ingin ak menjerit,meraung...tp ape gunanyer..
ak masih lagi berada di lingkungan permasalahan yg same..
mungkin ade hikmah di sebalik sume ini..
mungkin kegembiraan akn menanti di hadapan..
mungkin kesedihan ini akn membawa kebahagiaan di masa akan datang..
ak xtau..hanya ALLAH yg tahu mana yg terbaik untuk umatNYA..

Ya ALLAH...mengapa dugaan ini begitu perit sekali...
aku adalah hambamu yg lemah...yang xmampu memikul beban yang begitu menyesakkan..
hari demi hari ak tangisi ape yg berlaku..
terasa kering air mata ini kerna mengalir tanpa mengira waktu..
ya ALLAH..ak memohon ampun atas segala dosa2 yg ak lakukan..
kau berikan ak petunjuk dan hidayah MU...
kau tabahkan hati ini untuk menempuh segala dugaan yg kau kurniakan terhadapku..
tambahkan rasa kesabaran di hati ini...
bukalah pintu hati ini kepada rasa ketenangan..
kau peliharalah hati ini dari rasa amarah yg membuak2....
dari perasaan benci kepada hambamu yg lain..
sesungguhnya..
ak adalah insan yang memerlukan pertolongan dariMU..ya ALLAH...

berikanlah ak kekuatan demi MU dan juga insan2 yg kusayangi..

salam
nonoeilma

rayer 2010 in memory

2010-09-23T04:08:00.000-07:00

gambar hari raya kedua- kerul & me
(hari lain xsempat amek gambar)

sedar x sedar hari raya aidilfitri dh pon berlalu hampir 2 minggu...n kini ak kembali ke UMP yg terchenta untuk meneruskan perjuangan ak..
xsampai seminggu kt cni..ak dh mengumpul pelbagai asignment n satu ag paper midterm..xlupa jugak projek reinfocement concrete..huahuahua..
dalam banyak2 keje nie..ak paling runsing projek RC nie laa..dah la xtau nk wt cm ne...
sengal2...

ops terkeluar tajuk lak..sebenarnyer nk citer psl hari raya ari 2..huhu..
rayer tahun nie mcm membuka sesuatu yg baru dalam hidup ak..
bukan mcm tp mmg memberi suatu kelainan...especially in my relationship with kerul..
tahun nie hampir setiap hari ak beraya ngan die...hari raya pertama keluar ngan die..
hari raya kedua, g beraya umah die...
hari raya ketiga lak..g umah die gak..coz akak die bertunang..
walaupon ak g time majlis dh abis..n ngan pkai seluar jean n t-shirt jek..
xpelah kn..kira halal..
bakal mak mertua pon xckp pe2..
senyum jek die....huhuhu...
emmm..nasiblaaa dpt menantu sengal cm ak..

sebenarnyer ak segan nk g..tp kerul lak yg sungguh2 ajak..
dh ckp ak pkai seluar jean jek..die kte xpe..dh xde org...
sekali sampi umah die...nah amek kau..
sanak sedara die rmai ag..pas2, semuanyer comel2 blaka memakai baju kurung..
n ak plak ngan selamba badak jek..masuk umah die bersalam-salaman n buat muka x berslah..
hahahaha..mmg ak xtahu malu..
huhuhu...

walau ape pon...ak tersangatlah gumbira beraya...rase cm bebas jek.....hehe..
untuk abg ak yg tersayang...jgn sdey2 tau...lame2 nati biasela 2..
dh kawin kan..kenalah bertolak ansur..
tahun depan kte sambut raya same2...huhu..

k laa..nie aje yg boleh dicoretkan..

lots of love..
nonoeilma

2010-08-30T15:38:00.000-07:00

ak xtau nk merapu ape kt blog nie...ak cme rase nk menulis jek...
ops sebelum tue..ak nk ucapkan SELAMAT HARI KEMERDEKAAN YG KE-53...kalu xsilap ak laa...teruk kn..kate ank jati malaysia tp ulang tahun kemerdekaan yg ke brape pon xtau..huhuhu...xpelaaa..janji ak tau yg setiap 31 ogos adalah hari kemerdekaaan negara kita.

ak xtulis pon entry ak nie psl pe..no tajuk at all coz ak pon xtau nk tulis tajuk per..
coz hari2 yg ak lalui terasa begitu tertekan..ngan asgnment yg kene antr, pas2 ngan exam ag...
dan ak pasti sesiape yg bergelar mahasiswa n mahasiswi akn senasib denganku...
disaat menghitung hari nk balik beraya di kampung, inilah yg akn ak lalui tahun berganti tahun sepanjang ak berada di universiti....walaupon sudah menjadi asam garam kehidupan di sini..tp ak ttp jugak rase ralat,coz kenapa mesti time nk raya,kerja mesti bertimbun.....

tambah plak prob ngan tiket raya...
dan2 lak tiket ak kene tukar tarikh die...ish mls dh nk citer..wt sakit hati jek...
masalah2....nape begitu banyak cabaran yg ak harus tempuhi...
kdg2 terasa diri ini xmampu utk bertahan...

xpelaa...
terasa nk layan perasaan laa..
mls dh nk menulis..

love
nonoeilma..

isteri kepada seorg suami....

2010-08-28T10:26:00.000-07:00

Jika isteri menangis dihadapanmu….
“hargai lah ia sblm terlewat…”
Jika seorang isteri menangis dihadapanmu,
itu bererti dia tidak dapat menahannya lagi…
Jika kau memegang tangannya saat dia menangis, dia akan tinggal bersamamu sepanjang hidupmu..
Jika kau membiarkannya pergi, dia tidak akan kembali menjadi dirinya yang dulu, selamanya!
Seorang isteri tidak akan menangis dengan mudah, kacuali didepan orang yang sangat dia sayangi, dia akan menjadi lemah!

Seorang isteri tidak akan menangis dengan mudah, hanya jika dia sangat menyayangimu.
Dia akan menurunkan rasa EGOnya.
Wahai suami2, jika seorang istri pernah menangis karenamu, tolong pegang tangannya dengan penuh pengertian.
Kerana dia adalah orang yang akan tetap bersamamu sepanjang hidupmu disaat kau terpuruk terlalu dalam …
Wahai suami2, jika seorang isteri menangis keranamu, tolong jangan menyia-nyiakannya. Mungkin, kerana keputusanmu, kau merosakkan kehidupannya.
Saat dia menangis didepanmu, saat dia menangis keranamu. Lihatlah jauh kedalam matanya. Dapatkah kau lihat dan kau rasakan SAKIT yang dirasakannya keranamu ?
Apakah keistimewaan perempuan ini ? ”
Dibalik KELEMBUTANYA dia memiliki kekuatan yang begitu dahsyat..
TUTUR katanya merupakan KEBENARAN..
SENYUMAN’nya adalah SEMANGAT bagi orang yang dicintainya. .
PELUKAN & CIUMAN’nya bisa memberi KEHANGATAN bagi anak2nya..
Dia TERSENYUM bila melihat temannya tertawa..
Dia TERHARU Dia MENANGIS bila melihat KESENGSARAAN pd org2 yg dikasihinya. ..
Dia mampu TERSENYUM dibalik KESEDIHAN’nya. .
Dia sangat GEMBIRA melihat KELAHIRAN..
Dia begitu sedih melihat KEMATIAN..
TITISAN air matanya bisa membawa PERDAMAIAN.
Tapi dia sering dilupakan oleh SUAMI krn 1 hal…
Bahawa “Betapa BERHARGAnya dia”…
Sebarkan ini ke SELURUH ISTERI2 yg soleha dan SUAMI2 yang kamu kenal agar mereka tidak lupa bahwa ISTERI mrk begitu berHARGA… Dan sangat berHARGA.

so sweet..huhu..

2010-08-28T10:09:00.001-07:00

dear abang,

ayang nak mintak kebenaran abang untuk bawa anak-anak balik ke
kampung. abang tak perlu hantar ayang sebab ayang mampu untuk bawa anak-anak ke kampung musim cuti sekolah ni dengan bas.. abang jaga lah diri abang dan kereta abang baik-baik... cuma ada perkara yang ingin
ayang luahkan disini...
kereta baru abang tu mahal.. harga mencecah 100k barangkali..
sebab tu abang sayangkan kereta abang lebih dari ayang..
sampaikan abang dah terlena dalam kereta abang tu sejak abang beli 3
bulan yang lalu dah masuk 3 malam...
abang sayangkan kereta abang lebih dari ayang, nak tau ngape?

harga kereta abang tu lebih mahal dari wang hantaran yang ayah ayang
letakan masa kita kahwin dulu.. cuba hantaran ayang lebih mahal dari
harga kereta abang?

tiap-tiap pagi abang mesti gosok kereta abang, nak nampak
berkilat..tapi ayang nak dapat kiss g.morning pun susah

sejak beli kereta tu, sebulan sekali macam-macam aksesori abang beli
kat kereta, ayang nak dapat hadiah besday setahun sekali pun susah..

kereta sebulan sekali abang servis, abang kata kena jaga
maintainance..ayang nak dapat pi salon setahun sekali pun susah..

kereta abang make up lawa-lawa.. tapi kalau ayang make up lawa-lawa
abang kata ayang tak sedar diri

kereta abang bagi makan minyak mahal-mahal cecah 100 setin pun ada, ayang nak makan pizza sekeping jer masa mengidam anak kedua kita abang kata ayang mengada-ngada

kereta abang kalau anak-anak sentuh sikit bodynya abang marah anak
macam nak makan, ayang jatuh longkang besar boleh abang gelak

paling menyedihkan.. ayang tanya ngape tidur dalam kereta? abang jawab takut orang curi kereta abang.. kalau ayang kena curi??
ayang nak balik kampung dulu.. anak-anak nak jumpa atuk dengan nenek
depa.. tak nak naik kereta abang takut calar.. ayang calar takpe..
jaga diri elok-elok, sarapan ayang dah sediakan. ayang pi tak lama
sekolah bukak ayang balik lah dengan anak-anak.. pesanan ayang..

ABANG SURUHLAH KERETA ABANG TU MASAKKAN MAKAN KESUKAAN ABANG
ABANG SURUHLAH KERETA ABANG TU BASUHKAN PAKAIAN ABANG
ABANG SURUHLAH KERETA ABANG TU GOSOKAN KEMEJA ABANG
ABANG SURUHLAH KERETA ABANG TU SIAPKAN AIR MANDI ABANG
ABANG SURUHLAH KERETA ABANG TU KEMASKAN RUMAH ABANG
ABANG SURUHLAH KERETA ABANG TU URUT-URUT BADAN ABANG
ABANG SURUHLAH KERETA ABANG TU TEMANKAN ABANG TIDUR

love,
ayang

Dear Ayang,

bukanlah abang sayang keta tu lebih dr ayang.. tapi ayang kene faham
keta tu keta bos abang nnti kalau ilang siapa nak ganti..

ayang abang suruh keja ayang xnak, ayang kata nak dok umah jaga anak,nak siap kan sarapan nak kemas umah tapi ayang tiap2 hari bgn tido kul 12.. macam mana nak wat keja umah..

cuba lah ayang pk mana x abang tido dalam keta..
abang balik keja lambat skit ayang dah kunci pintu..bukan nye abang gi foya2 kan abang gi keja...

lagi satu pasal piza yang ayang ngidam tu.. ayang nak piza yg di oder dr jepun.. mana lah abang ada duit nak oder.. abang nak bg apam balik yg jual kat depan ofis abang ni ayang xnak, ayang nak jugak piza dr jepun..
nasib baik abang x belikan kalau x anak kedua kita tu mesti muka cam
doremon..ish xnak laa abang..

pasal hadiah kan abang dah belikan tapi abang sembunyi kan kat dapur.. ayang yang tersalah buang ingatkan sampah.. tu lah abang suruh kemas umah tu ayang kata umah kita dah bersih tapi hadiah
dgn sampah pun dah jadi serupa jek..hadiah tu mahal tau abang beli untuk ayang..

sebenarnye abang sayang ayang lebih dr keta tu wlau pun hantaran masa kita kawin cuma rm80k..ayang x tau bpe kali abang turun naik bank nak wat loan rm80k..tapi demi ayang abang wat jugak..
sbb masa tu ayang kalau mekup mmg sebijik maya karin.. tapi sejak ayang wat rebonding 3 tahun lepas stp kali ayang mekup abang terbayang lak muka pontianak dlm citer phsm..

bukan ayang x cantik tapi kening ayang tu gi cukur wat per.. wlau pun abang selalu cukur janggut abang tapi ayang xyah laa nak cukur kening ayang tu...

pasal morning kis tu, ayang bgn pun dah tghri nak morning kis cam mana.. dah laa ayang.. abang malas nak citer..

tapi abang nak bg tau jgk kat sini ayang tetap no 1 dlm hati abang..
nanti kalau naik bas tu bebaik.. ayang nak balik kpg abang izinkan cuma
jgn lupa kim salam kat mak ayah kat sana.. kalau ada gulai tempoyak ke nnti jgn lupa bwk balik skit..

kalau ada lembu terlepas ke ayang xyah laa susah2 gi kejar lembu tu... biar jek.. nnti abang balik kpg abang kejar kan..bukan
apa takut lembu tu tanduk ayang nnti bukan stakat calar jek silap2 leh masuk hspital.. abang kene tanduk xpe.. jaga anak2 baik2 jgn bagi diorang main kat sungai musim2 banjir ni.. nak dpt anak bukan senang takut nnti ayang ngidam lagi piza jepun lak lagi haru.. baik jaga jek yg dah ada tu..ayang pun

jaga diri baik2.. jgn sampai jatuh longkang lagi.. hehe.. abang mmg xnak ketawa masa tu tapi nak wat cam mana ayang jatuh kepala dulu yang masuk longkang..dah laa rambut ayang masa tu baru lepas rebonding.. mmg abang kesian tapi muka ayang lepas jatuh longkang tu xleh abang nak bayang kan cam mana....tgk laa sendiri gambar tu....

ok lah ayang.. nnti lepas cuti skolah kita jumpa lagi eah.. bye ayang

love,
abang

Tuhan memberi kita dua kaki untuk berjalan..dua tangan untuk memegang...
Dua telinga untuk mendengar dan dua mata untuk melihat...
Tetapi mengapa Tuhan hanya menganugerahkan sekeping hati pada kita?....
Kerana Tuhan telah memberikan sekeping lagi hati pada seseorang untuk kita mencarinya....

Itulah namanya Cinta...

sweet x???huhu..
ak copy jek citer nie...
just share2...
penulis sebenar ak xtau spe...
maaf laa...ak bkn nk ciplak...tp sekadar menghiasi ak nyer blog...
huahuahua...

love..
nonoeilma..

kisah benar..

2010-08-27T05:24:00.000-07:00

KISAH BENAR PENGAKUAN BEKAS PADERI KRISTIAN. TOLONG SEBARKAN JIKA ANDA PRIHATIN PADA AGAMA ISLAM KITA!!!!!

by Naim Suhaimi on Saturday, August 7, 2010 at 8:37pm

Nama saya Salleh Bin Omar, nama Kristian Joseph.

Saya dilahirkan di Kedah pada 5/5/1940, bapa saya seorang India Muslim dan
mak saya orang Banting, Selangor. Bapa saya telah pulang ke India dan emak
saya berada di Kedah,Pondok Kg Pisang. Pada 1970 saya telah pergi ke Johor
Bahru untuk mencari kerja bersama-sama kawan-kawantetapi gagal. Saya
terpaksa tidur di stesen keretapi. Saya telah bertemu dengan seorang paderi
bernama Father Chong. Kami diberi layanan istimewa,tempat tinggal,
makan dan minum
dan tinggal selama 2 tahun. Kami diajar sembahyang dalam bahasa Inggeris.
Pada satu hari iaitu dalam tahun 1974, saya telah bertemu dengan seorang
paderi besar di Malaysia, dari KualaLumpur bernama Kamaruddin Hj Ahmad.
Beliau telah membawa saya tinggal diseksyen 14, Jalan Gasing, Petaling Jaya.
Kami belajar selok belok agama Kristian di Gereja Jalan Gasing dan dibina
khas! untuk orang Melayu beragama Islam (ada hingga sekarang).Setelah satu
tahun saya tinggal disana, saya telah dihantar ke Indonesia selama 6 bulan,
belajar cara-cara untuk sembahyang orang mati, talkinkan orang dan
macam-macam lagi dalamBahasa Malaysia .

Saya belajar sekali dengan Ibu Tien Suharto yang menjadi pemimpin agong
Wanita Kristian seluruh Asia dan Bendahari Agong wanita Kristian seluruh
Indonesia . Saya pulang ke Malaysia, kemudian dilantik sebagai pendakwah
dari Perlis hingga ke Johor Bahru. Oleh kerana saya aktif di gereja, saya
dihantar pula ke Filipina selama 1 bulan, belajar selok belok Kristian dalam
bahasa Inggeris dan Bahasa Malaysia kerana terdapat orang Malaysia
,Singapura dan orang Filipina.

Kemudian saya balik ke Malaysia sebagai pendakwah dibayar RM60.00 sehari,
kenderaan percuma, seramai 6 orang. Selepas itu dihantar ke Singapura selama
1 bulan di Port Carzy bersama En Aziz orang Telok Intan. Beliau adalah
Setiausha Agong Persatuan Melayu Kristian Singapura. Beliau juga adalah
bekas Tentera Udara Di Raja dan berhenti memegang jawatan setiausha agong
Kristian Singapore . Apabila dilantik ke gereja saya masih lagi ketua dakwah
bersama 6 orang kawan.

Saya dihantar ke Baptish Church di Ipoh, dibekalkan duit RM1,400.00, bersama
2 orang kawan dan sebuah kereta untuk mengkristiankan pelajar-pelajar dan
pemuda-pemuda Negeri Perak.... Pada bulan Januari saya berasa tak tenteram
dan telah bertemu dengan Tuan Ibrahim, Kadi daerah Ipoh dan membawa saya
bertemu MuftiNegeri Perak dan En Azlan, Pengarah Jabatan Agama dan saya
terus bertaubat.

Jumlah Kristian seramai 3,000 orang telah dikristiankan, terutama penduduk
Negeri Perak dan Johor Bahru, Manjoi dan Rapat Setia (Perak). Cara hendak
mengenali mereka Lelaki - Berseluar hitam, berbaju putih, bertali leher
hitam, bawa beg James Bond (elaun satu hari RM60.00 ). Perempuan - Berbaju
putih skirt hitam dan reben hitam. Di Kuala Lumpur - Daya Bumi, Kota Raya
dan Sg Wang Plaza.

Cara-cara berdakwah:
Mereka akan menemubual, tanya asal terutama pencari kerja. Pendakwah akan
belanja makan apa saja, mempelawa tempat tinggal(asrama 120 katil, makan
disediakan) didakwah dengan kaset, cara perlahan-lahan diajak sembahyang
dengan diberi satu cross selepas dibawa sembahyang akan diberi sejenis air
hitam (holy water). Setelah diberi minum 1 minggu lidah menjadi hitam,
tidak boleh mengucap dan mendengar azan macam menutup telinga hal dakwah
Islam tidak mahu. Air itu khusus untuk orang Islam sahaja. Kewangan gereja
RM12.6 juta, sumber dari Sabah, Sarawak ,Filipina dan Singapura.

Motorola adalah penyokong dakwah Kristian ini (terletak di Petaling jaya,
Pulau Pinang dan Senawang). Senawang terlibat seramai 200 orang, ketua di
Senawang, Haji Hanapi Saat dan Hj Ismail orang Sungai Petani Kedah. Haji
Hanapi bekas guru - akibat desakan hidup terpengaruh dengan Kristian. Sekolah
yang paling teruk dilanda Kristian ialah Victoria Institution. Pengetuanya
En Ismail Rahim. 20 orang telah Kristian-susah untuk diberi nasihat kerana
kebanyakannya anak menteri dan datuk-datuk.

Di Ipoh
Sekolah Tengku Abd Rahman (STAR)- 2 orang Sekolah teknik seorang pelajar
perempuan (bersalib) telah bertaubat, bila saya tanya, katanya
untukmain-main saja, akhirnya dia bertaubat. Banting Kamariah bt Sidek -
lepasan sekolah ditarik oleh seorang guru Cina (pendakwah Cina dibayar
RM165.00 sehari) En Salleh Omar yang menawarkan cek sebanyak RM10 juta
kepada Yusof Noor untuk mengadakan persidangan Kristian sedunia (sebagaimana
tersebar di akhbar)1982.

Salasiah bt Sidek- Sekolah Tengku Khursiah, Seremban balik ke Nibong Tebal,
accident motor, didalam tudungnya ada salib. Punca terjebak dalam Kristian:

1. Desakan hidup
2.. Kurang agama

Beliau telah dapat menarik semula 300-400 orang kepada Kristian.Beliau
sekarang bekerja dengan Badan Kebajikan Islam Perak. Beliau mendedahkan juga
matlamat 1990 untuk menawan satu Malaysia/Brunei kepada Kristian. Padri
Besar di Malaysia ialah Kamaruddin Hj Ahmad. Pairin Ketingan adalah
penaungnya dan saya sebagai timbalan padri itu. Beliau telah dihantar ke
Melaka (masjid paling banyak). Beliau pergi setiap masjid bertanya imam dan
bilal untuk membuat kajian mengapa umat Islam malas ke masjid. Selepas
mesyuarat
3 hari saya hantar 6 orang pendakwah, tidak sampai sebulan 400 orang telah
masuk Kristian di Melaka.

Target Kristian: Pemuda yang tidak faham agama, ada yang tidak tahu Fatihah
dan dengan rock-pameran di kapal-kapal. Cara untuk masuk Kristian, mereka
perlu gambar 2 keping dan duit setem $7.00 pergi ke mahkamah di Selangor,
Kedah, Kuala Lumpur angkat sumpah. Nama dalam kad pengenalan tidak ditukar
(sukar nak dikesan)

Beliau beri penerangan kepada
1. Polis Bukit Aman,
2. Pusat Islam (untukmenyedarkan umat Islam)

Bila dibaca kitab tidak akan terpengaruh dengan Kristian ini. Seorang bekas
padri Abd Rahman Yaakob (Pengarah Anti Dadah,Batu Gajah) pernah menjadi
padri selama 23 tahun. En Abd Rahman adalah berdakwah didalam bahasa
Inggeris. Beliau sebagai padri dikenakan 4 syarat

1. Tidak boleh hisap rokok
2. Tidak boleh minum arak
3. Tidak boleh makan benda-benda berdarah
4. Tidak boleh kahwin.

Holy water dibawa dari Indonesia (Ketua padriIndonesia) bapak Bruto yang
menyediakan air ini.. Percetakan buku-buku Kristian di Cheras telah disiasat
dan mereka ada lesen. Ketua padri Kamaruddin Hj Ahmad. Dalam pada berdakwah
Kristian sebanyak 3 negeri tak boleh dimasuk Kristian iaitu,Kelantan, Kedah
dan Terengganu, mereka pernah dipukul hingga patah tangan.

*PENGUMUMAN - HARAP DISAMPAIKAN! KPD ORANG ISLAM KITA
'Sebarkanlah walau satu ayat pun'

(Sabda Rasulullah SAW) 'Nescaya Allah memperbaiki bagimu amalan-amalanmu dan
mengampuni bagimu** dosa-dosamu. Dan barangsiapa mentaati Allah dan
Rasul-Nya, maka sesungguhnya ia telahmendapat kemenangan yang besar.'

(Surah Al-Ahzab:71) demi kebaikan kita bersama
untuksuami,isteri,anak-anak,kaum keluarga,saudara- mara,
sahabat-handai dan
generasi akan datang yang kita sayangi. 'Agungkanlah dan laungkanlah 'Allah
hu Akbar'......maha suci Allah.

artikel nie ak copy n paste dari note seseorang yg ak xkenal tp xkisah la ak kenal atau x..yg penting pengisiannya itu..samalah2 kite mengambil iktibar..

luahan hati untukmu..

2010-08-24T10:16:00.000-07:00

Hati ak kini mudah sangat terusik dengan sikap dan cara pertuturan die...adakah ak semakin sensitif ataupon die yg sudah banyak berubah...sikapnya jauh berbeza dari dulu..kenapa harus begitu???adakah kerana die terlalu mengasihi ak ataupon ak yg terlalu melampau tidak peduli segala larangannya...
kadang2 ak merasakan ak perlu tuk membuat keputusan untuk diriku sendiri tanpa perlu die masuk campur..tp dalam masa yg same, ak jugak nk die tahu dan bg pendapat ttg keputusan ak...tp ble die membantah ak merasakan semua itu tak adil...npe perlu die membantah sedangkan itu adalah hak ak...ak bgaikan terlupa bahawa die sudah pon jd sebahagian daripada hidupku..kenapa perlu ak mengetepikan die sedangkn ak sendiri tidak mampu untuk hidup tanpa die setelah dah bertahun2 bersama.....tp lama kelamaan, ak merasakan die terlalu mengongkong ak...setiap aper yg ak buat harus bgtau die dulu...malah kdg2 die bagaikan seorang ayah yg tegas membentuk peribadi anaknya..ak xnk semua itu, ak inginkan seorang yang boleh dijadikan pendamping disisiku, yang memahami kehendak dan sentiasa memberi sokongan terhadapku...
dimanakah die yg dulu.. yang sentiasa memberi kebebasan untuk ak membuat ape yg ak suka..
dimanakah die yg dulu.. yang sentiasa memahami kehendak hatiku ini..
dimanakah die yg dulu.. yang sentiasa buat ak gembira, dan sentiasa menunggu kehadiran panggilan telefon darinya..
dimanakah die yg dulu..yang membuat ak gila bayang, yang membuat ak merinduinya setiap minit dan saat....
dimanakah die yg dulu..yang sentiasa membuat ak gila ble mendengar suara dan kata2 nya....
semua tu kini hilang...sedikit demi sedikit...ia pergi dr hidup ak...

ak kini bagaikan berdepan dengan seseorang yg lain....
seseorang yg terlalu cemburu,sehinggakan ak xboleh kuar ngan kawan2 lelaki..ataupon menerima panggilan lelaki lain..
die mengawal ak seolah2 ak adalah seorang perempuan cantik yg digilai beribu2 jejaka tampan...dan sekiranya die xmengawal ak..maka ak akan mengalihkan kasih sayang ak kepada orang lain....begitu murahkah kasih sayang ak bg die sehinggakn ak begitu mudah memberi kasih sayang ini kepada org lain...
tidak percayakan die terhadap kasih sayang ak terhadap die selama ini...
jika begitu mengapa harus ak meneruskan hubungan ini, ia tidak akn membawa ape2 makne bila kasih sayang ak tidak mendapat kepercayaan dari orang yg selama ini ak sayangi...
die juga menjadi seorang terlalu mendesak....
die nak tahu semua benda yg terjadi kt ak seharian...jika ak xbgtau, die akan mendesak seolah2 ak sembunyikan sesuatu yg die xsuka ataupon sesuatu yg membelakangi die..padahal tidak ade yg penting pon untuk die ketahui...
lgpon xkn semua benda ak harus kongsi ngan die...ade jugak satu2 benda yg ak nk pendam dalam hati ak atau mungkin jugak benda itu tidak sesuai utk dikongsi dengan die...
setiap org ader rahsia die tersendiri.....
tp die bagaikan tidak memahami....
ak adalah ak...
ak bukan seorang isteri yg perlu menjunjung setiap kata2 suami...
ak jugak bukan seorang yg boleh diatur2 sesuka hati...kerna ak juga punya perasaan..
mengapa die tidak memahami...
sampai bila ak harus bertahan...sedangkn ak adalah manusia biasa...tidak mempunyai kekuatan untuk terus bertahan selama-lamanya....

sayang, tolonglaaa...jgn berterusan wt ma mcm nie...
jgn sampai satu hari nanti kasih sayang ini menjadi kebencian...
ma xnk melukakan hati dan perasaan pa...
berilah hubungan ini ruang untuk bernafas dengan persekitaran yang baru....
ma sayang pa...dan cinta ini hanya untuk pa...
mengertilah sayang...

lots of love..
noor

be strong sayang

2010-08-23T10:36:00.000-07:00

never lose hope coz Allah is alwez by ur side....
that the sentence that i told myself when i am so frustrated with my midterm exam, last few hours...
emmm..sdey gak ble kte penat2 study tp cm ni lak yg jd..
bukan ak xfaham soklan bukan jugak ak xtau nk jawab tp dssbkan formula, semuanyer hancusss...
ari tue pensyarah ak ckp, formula xyah hafal akan diberi...n same jek ngan formula yg diberi dlm kelas...
ak pon pe ag...wt selamba jek xhafal formula.....
ble time exam, formula yg di kasi xsama ngan formula dalam kelas...mksud ak formula sama tp die nyer condition tue xde...
warghhh..cm ne ak nk tau yg mne satu formula yg harus diguna...
eeeeee...awatlaa cm nie lak...
wahai pensyarah ku sayang, sampai hati miss wt cm nie kt ank murid miss nie....
npe miss xhabaq awal2....

ak xterkata pe2 ag....
aduh...kalu cm ne ni laa slalu..mmg mati laa..

mlm sok lak..midterm hidrology lak..
nie lagi laa...
terkenal ngan gelaran killer subject...
uishhhh...xtau laaa cm ne lak citer nyer...
wish me luck everybody!!!!

last night and overnight..

2010-08-21T01:40:00.000-07:00

last night ak n geng2 kuar berbuka pose kt luar n bersahur skali..mula2 cm percaya jek nk bersahur kt luar...xpernah ak wt ag..sepanjang berpose d u nie....yg nk kuar adalah 11 org...so kteorg sewa la 2 buah kete...satu kete muat 6 org n ag satu 5 org...nsb baik laa geng2 ak nie ader yg kecik2 jek budak nyer(kina,nik,faizah,k.ayu)...so xjd mslah laa...ader masalah kalu polis wt roadblock je laa...time nk g 2..satu kete jer yg dpt kul 6..lg satu kene tgu lmbt cikit..
so we decide, satu kete gerak dlu n g beli makanan bukak pose...so ak, mai, ada, pah n ashiq gerak dlu...kteorg bwk kete kancil jek...dah la tuan punyer kete nie, kawan kpd tuan punyer kete yg ak sewa n mati kt tgh jalan 2 (ingat x,dlm entry sblom nie)..mase amek kete 2 ak wt bodo je laa..ak xtau pon, kalu ak tau confirm ak xsewa kete nie...malu siott..

mse kteorg gerak 2, dh nk kul 6.30..so kira nk cepatlah kn...tp yg sadisnyer, kete nie cm hampeh la plak...mcm naik kuda...pas2 gear lak xleh masuk sampai gear 5...dh 2 cm ne nak bwk lelaju...
eee..geram tol..
plan awal nk g beli mknn kt bazar kt masjid negeri dbatalkan sbb xsempat nk sampai situ...so kteorang decide nk beli mknn kt bazar ramadan taman tas jek...dah siap2 beli 2..kteorg gerak laa ke kuantan..berbuka pose pon dlm kete..xsempat dh nk smpi masjid negeri...
ble smpi masjid negeri lak..xde parking langsung..jauh giler bru dpt parking..
ish..nasib2...last2 kteorg batalkan niat nk smayang kt masjid negeri..
kteorg g benteng n smayang kt surau blakang kompleks teruntum...n lepas 2 berkumpul dengan geng lagi satu n makan nasi kt benteng jek....huhu..cm aper jek ase..mkn kt tgh2 dataran dengan sume org pandang...lantak laa...kteorg dh kebulur dah..
pas mkn kteorg g kt bazar pakaian area terminal..nk shopping mata jek..tp alang2 tue sempat gak ak beli tudung n kardigal..hehe..konon2 nyer nk berjimat tp..melayang jugak duit...
si kerul lak xabis2 msj..n sibuk jek tanyer ak nk balik kul bape...ble ckp nk balik pg dlm kul 5,trus jek die xkasi...suh ak balik b4 kul 12....ish suka2 jek xkasi...sukahati org laa....
cm ne ak nk balik b4 kul 12, dh ak g ramai2 xkn ak nk balik sorang jek..xbleh2..ak xnk balik awal..same2 keras hati..last2 gaduh la jugak....emm biarlaa..kerul mmg cm 2..kalu ak nk wt pe2 sumer xkasi..kalu die wt xpe lak..jgn layan sudaa...
dah siap pusing satu bazar 2 berulang2 kali..akhirnyer kteorg surrender..cm nk patah dh kaki nie...so kteorg nk bergerak laa ke destinasi seterusnya iaitu teluk cempedak..mase tu jam dh dekat kul 12 mlm dah...
sampai kt tc kteorg smayang isyak n duk lepak2 kt tepi pantai...amek angin mlm....
n kagi sekali ak kene ceramah kt si kerul 2...dh puas dh beri penerangan..tp still x faham2...
mcm2 ak bg alasan..mcm2 lak die balas..ase nk menangis dh..eee..xfhm bahasa tol..
last2 skali ak dh mls dh nk ckp..lantak die laa...pening n bosan betul ngan die nie..
ble ak ckp mls nk ckp n nk letak tepon..bru die mengalah..n ckp elok2 ngan ak..
akhirnyer...ssh nyer kalu org terlalu amek berat nie..
lepas lepak2 n makin aiskrim sundae McD...n bersahur ngan ayam goreng KFC...(sahur pon awal jek..kul 2 lebih)...
pas2 ngan keadaan nk ujan kteorg pon decide balik laa...
sampai jek kt ump kul 4.30 pg dah..uishhh..penat sungguh..(ceh.. bru ase penat)..
lepas smayang subuh ak tdo ler...pe ag..
n bgn esoknyer kul 1.30 tgh ari....mmg bagus giler ank dara nie...hahaha..

the end

just me

2010-08-19T07:52:00.000-07:00

npe tajuk entry ak kali just me....ak pon sebenarnyer xtau....hahaha...saje je..coz mlm nie ak xtau nk post entry per so ak nk ler tulis psl ak...bkn nk citer psl background ak coz rmai dh tau..but i want to share about me in my love story..hehe..bleh kn..
kisah cinta ak bermula seawal umur ak 12 tahun..hahaha..kelakar ker..
tp seriously ak mmg mencintai seseorg mase 2...i dont know his feeling towards me but i do know that my love for him is real...
we were really couple for a few months...then, ble masing2 busy ngan nk exam UPSR, kteorg x baik sgt dh...mungkin salah ak gak time 2..coz ak yg nk kteorg stop for the while...tp yg jd nyer ak ngan die stop until the end of our relationship...so sad right..
i do love him but he just abandoned me...maybe not his intention to do that but itu yg ak rase...
die xtegur ak walaupon ak berada di depannya...mestilah ak rase sgt sedih kan..so i think it better for me to just let him go...
but until now, there is something about him that i cant never forget, i dont know what is it....
sekarang pon ak cm xbrani nk berdepan dengan die, ak cme pandang die dr jauh...
n ak tau die bahagia dengan kehidupan die...maybe die dh completely lpekn ak..

my second love when i was at form 1...die seorg yg sgt baik, beriman dan sgt sayangkn ak...ak xcintakn die sebenarnyer, mungkin perasaan syg 2 ader tp bukan smpi mencintai...ak xtau nape ak couple ngan die, tp ak trime die mungkin sedikit sebanyak sbb ak kesian kt die....lgpon mse 2 die hadir ble ak memerlukan seseorg di samping ak...i'm so frustrated time 2...
mungkin ak sgt selfish...tp kalu ak leh wt die gembira dengan kehadiran ak why not ak terima die kn..???tp dengan keadaan sekeliling dan dgn cara die yg sgt serius mencintai ak, ak xleh nk bertahan lama, ak xbrani n ak xsanggup tgk die berterusan begitu sedangkn ak xberperasaan sama mcm die rase..dan ak rase ak makin merosakkan die...tp ak xleh mintak putus cm 2 jek coz mse 2 die akn amek exam SPM..so ak bertahan until die abis exam...ak mntak putus ngan die dlm tepon jek...coz ak xsanggup berdepan dgn die...i told him that he can find someone better than me n please anggap ak ngan die xpernh berjpe n bercinta...ak sgt nekad mse 2 walau ia kelihatan sgt kejam...after that ak cme jpe skali je ngan die tp xsempat berbual pjg pon, n he just disappeared from my sight, ak xtau die cm ne skrg..dh kahwin ke blom, atau sebenarnyer dh ader ank..huhuhu..but i hope he just fine, n hepi alwez...

Now and forever,
my third love...ak kenal this guy mse ak form 2 tp ak couple ngan die mase ak form 3....agak kelakar sebenarnyer cerita mcm mne ak leh couple ngan die...ak rase xperlulh ak cerita pjg coz ader byk perkara buruk ttg ak n die byk merubah ak..ak sgt bersyukur kenal ngan die....
mula2 nk couple kteorg gne surat jek...cm kelakar kn...xsangka ngan zaman teknologi nie ader ag yg antr surat cinta... haks2
tp 2 la yg manisnyer..huhuhu....
yg xbleh blah ak yg stat dlu antr surat..tp die yg lamar ak dlu utk couple ngan die..
so still bkn perigi cari timba kan.....
sepanjang ak couple ngan die, byk perkara berlaku...first ak xtau yg die sebenarnyer dh ader somebody time 2, n diorg tgh perang dunia ke-3...
secondly is that gurl is my cousin's friend...n i know her very well..
thirdly is...dh jd kebiasaan laki keje diorg suka flirt ngan pompuan n it same with this guy,die leh flirt ngan kawan ak sedangkn die ngah couple ngan ak...mase 2 ak rse die cam bangang jek...
tp ak xtau npe ak x putus jek ngan die...nk kata ak sayang giler kt die, xde lah jugak...biase2 jek..
lgpon mse 2, ak pon ngah leka ngan dunia ak sendri..ak xpeduli kt die sgt pon....
tp lpas 2 masalah solve one by one...walaupon ak kene gak serang ngan makwe die tp die yg pilih ak, so ape makwe die nk wt kan...
cousin ak pon jd xrapat ngan the gurl ag...
and my guy just promised me, he will never flirt with anybody again...
itupon after ak xberckp dgn die almost 2 months....giler kn walaupon x berjpe n berckp sebegitu lama, kteorg still ader jodoh.....
tp serius, die mmg byk berubah...ak dh percaya n yakin dengan cinta ini....
segala perhatian yg die berikan mengambarkan kesungguhan die terhadap ak....
tp kegembiraan nie xlama...ble..
selepas tu, masalh lain yg timbul..parents ak xleh accept him...actually mak ak je yg tau psl hubungan nie, n mak xnk ak truskn hubungan ini...ayh lak confirm2 dh tau xkn terima nyer...kali ini ak betul2 xtau cm ne nk selesaikan mslh ini..
sampai satu masa 2 ak amek keputusan tuk berpisah jek..untuk kebaikan semua org...tp ternyata die xmampu terima prpisahan ini, n ak lak xkuat tuk membuang segala2 nya terus dr hidup ak...
akhirnyer lepas berbincang ngan die...
kami sepakat tuk tawakal jek...
insyaallah kalu ader jodoh ader laa...
die pon tgh berusaha agar parents ak terima die...n ak sgt lah terharu...
seboleh mungkin die cbe tuk bersama ngan ak...

walaupon ader halangan, ak n die dh bersama hampir 7 tahun....lame kn..
ak berharap yg hubungan ini akan berkekalan..
n kasih sayang ini akan berterusan sampi ke akhirnyer...
walaupon ak merasakan yg kasih n sayang ak xsekukuh cinta n sayang die..tp ak akn cbe syg die sepenuh hati ak...
yg paling penting ak berasa selamat berada di sampingnyer...
doakan ak dapat yg terbaik...
the guy yg ak citer ni..nme die mohd kharudin mohd noor.....
tinggal pon sekampung je ngan ak..huhu..
n satu yg ak slalu bgtau die..
pa, ma luv u alwez....(huhu jiwang giler)

orait..end of da story..

luv..
nonoe

i am just too emotional

2010-08-16T13:24:00.000-07:00

i dont know why, but its hurt me like hell when i see him with somebody else...although we do not keep in touch in so many years...
maybe i am too emotional...or maybe i am selfish...

For now,
i have somebody who really love me...who will sacrifice anything to me...
and i am happy with him..

but yet why, i am still feel this way...
god please help me..i dont want to be in this situation...
its hurt me inside..
go...go...please go from my life..
dont make me remember it again..
i have once let it go...
but why it coming back..
please.....

its happen again

2010-08-15T14:36:00.000-07:00

well2...kali nie dh dua kali perkara yg hampir sama berlaku kt ak...
tp kali nie lagi teruk...huhu...nk tau pe dia....kete again...
hari 2 cermin kete tbe2 retak sribu..dan sekarang kete 2 tbe2 mati enjin ditgh2 jln raya dan betul2 kt traffic light sg. isap...tragik x?
ak sebenarnye nk g amek ashiq n eika kt terminal.. pas2 kete 2 xsemene2 mati enjin ble ak slow kt traffic light 2..lucky for me coz mse 2 sume org berhenti sbb lampu merah....
ak xtau ape kene ngan kete 2...but die mmg xleh start balik smpi lah lampu dh hijau...n ak ngan kelam kabut nyer cari mne button for emergency signal..nsb baik si kinah yg kecik 2 tau...kalu x mmg hampeh la kteorg berdua kt tgh2 jln 2...then ak angkat tgn suh org kt blakang jalan...ader jugak laa manusia yg hon2 kt blakang 2...itu antara manusia2 yg xde sivik...
pas2 lampu dh merah balik...n ak still ag kt tgh2 jalan trying to start the engine..but not working..
then, ader seorg pakcik or maybe boleh panggil abg tanye npe ngan kete n die nk tlg tolak kete ke tepi...fuhhh..akhirnya ader gak org nk tlg...ak kuar laa kete,tp yg sengal nyer ak lpe lak nk turunkan brek tgn...xke haru..cm ne nk tolak kn..dh la nk cepat...nsb baik xkene sembur kt pakcik 2...sori laa pakcik saya sgt blur time 2....
selain pakcik 2...ader sorang lg abg yg tlg...die siap bg no tepon ag...die kate kalu xde sape2 yg dtg tlg die boleh tlg tp selepas die g terminal n amek kwn die dlu...so kalu nak die tlg msg la die..
ish...terharu la plak kn..
lpas diorg blah....tgk2 kete 2 dh berasap enjin...
dlm hati ak ckp cnfm kete nie air abis...pe ag...tepon la abg 2...
nego punyer nego(mcm nk beli brg lak), die ckp nk dtg lepas berbuka...so nk xnk terpaksalh kteorg berbuka di tepi jln...nsb baik dh stand by kueh(mcm tau2 jek)...
lpas 2 semayg mgrib kt masjid al-hidayah(kbetulan kete 2 mati kt tepi masjid)..
dh siap smayang sumer, pegi kt kete n try start...n kete hidup balik...maybe bcoz enjin dh sejuk..
ak dh bukak bonet dpn..tgk air still ader cikit ag dlm tangki 2...bukannya smpi xde lgsg..xtau laa npe kete 2 smpi berasap...
then, ak ngan kina masukkan air dlm tangki n nk truskn perjalanan...
tp yg xleh blah...temperature asyik duk kt H jek...
mmg ak dh xbrani nk bwk kete 2...kteorg berhenti mkn kt kedai...
n then patah balik...dlm perjalnan balik lak...kete 2 mati 2 kali...last2 ak n kina decide nk suh je abg sewa kete amek balik kete die...
dh mls nk bwk balik....sampai jek kt shell kete die dh brasap wt kali kedua...
lme jugak laa tgu abg tue...then die smpi ngan member die...check2 kete 2..n try bwk pusing area shell..lpas 2 bru die tau enjin kete mmg panas giler n xbleh nk jln lme2..
so kteorg sumer pon bertolak balik ke ump..abg tue bwk kete die sendri slow2...
on da way balik skali lg kete die mati..huhu..nasiblaa abg, mcm 2 laa kteorg rase time kete 2 mati..
then,die antr ak n kina, pas2 die ckp kira halal laa..xyah bayar sewa....hehe..
so,ak pon blah laa...pe ag..abg 2 pon de la ckp sori..xpe lah abg, kira pengalaman baru laaa wt ak n kina...hahaha..
end of the story..
ops lpe nk ckp ashiq n eika terpakse berhenti kt simpang gambang n tumpang kak ain balik ke ump.

For the rest of my life

2010-08-14T08:35:00.000-07:00

Artist: Maher Zain
Album: Thank You Allah
Title: For The Rest of My Life

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And theres a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
To the end of my time
I`ll be loving you..loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I…I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself I feel so strong
Everything was changed when you came along
OOOO
And theres a couple word I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
To the end of my time
I`ll be loving you..loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I…I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
In front of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
To the end of my time
I`ll be loving you..loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I…I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart..

ble dh blurr...

2010-08-14T06:21:00.000-07:00

ntah npe dunia ak kini mkin blur....
ak makin hilang pedoman diri..
ak makin hilang keyakinan dan pegangan yang slama nie teguh dlm diri ak..
ak dh jd mcm budak bodoh lak..
ak pegi kelas ari2 tp xtau pe yg ak blajar..
ak cm mendengar dgn penuh tekun nye tp xde satu pon yg melekat kt dlm kpala..
ble balik kelas...ak cm lost pe yg ak blajar....
pas2 ble lecturer bg assgnment...
ak lpe...nk wt..
then ak jd cm hampeh...
org lain punyer la byk keje...ak bleh je duk relax2 ats katil..
ble org tanyer.."xde keje ker?"..
ak leh la ckp..ak rse ak de byk assgnment kene wt..tp ak xtau ape die asgnment 2...
yg lagi sengal nyer..ak xde pulak berusaha tanye classmate ak..ader keje kene wt x..
ak cm lara jek..
ntah pe yg merasuk ak...
ak pon xtau..
yg ak tau.. ari2 yg ak lalui kini makin menjahanamkan ak....
ak makin jauh dari aper yg ak impikan ....
tp pelik ble ak rase hidup ak lebih bahagia begini....
adakah sbb ak xperlu memikirkan pe2 yg membebankn ak..
atau sebenarnyer ader yg xkene dgn diri ak..
ak xtau..
sometime i feel like want to give up in my life..
i am not strong enough to pretend that nothing is wrong
when actually, all the thing goes wrong...
ohhh, sometime its just killing me inside..

ak perlu mencari identiti ak balik..
perlu balik ke pangkal jln..
tp ak xtau dimana ak harus bermula..
tiada siapa yg ingin membimbing..
tiada siapa yg amek peduli..
ak bertanggungjawab atas diriku kini..
aahhhh....
its make me like crazy...

terawih yg pertama

2010-08-10T10:12:00.000-07:00

malam nie ak mengerjakan sembahyang sunat terawih yang pertama tuk ramadan kali ini..
alhamdulillah ak dpt mengerjakan nya dengan baik walaupon dalam keadaan pengudaraan yang tidak baik..
jemaah yang hadir agak ramai, mungkin kesungguhan mereka utk menyambut ramadan pada tahun ini begitu membara...
boleh dikatakan ruang tak mencukupi, dan keadaan sgt sesak semasa ak menjejakn kaki di masjid td..walaupon begitu, para jemaah ttp dapat bersama2 mengimarahkan lagi solat sunat terawih malam ini..

pada ramadan kali ini, ak mengharapkan keredhaan dan keampunan daripadaNYA..
mudah mudahan, ramadan kali ini dapat dilalui dengan penuh keberkatan dariNYA..
amin..

ak xboleh nk berceloteh pjg2...coz nk wt keje..
next time ak ingat nk letak artikel2 yang boleh dikongsi bersama...
harap2 leh laa same2 menghayatinya..

salam..

luv
nonoe

ramadan

2010-08-09T10:01:00.000-07:00

salam..

Lusa semua umat islam akan menyambut bulan ramadan yg penuh barakah ini.....
disaat ini ak merasakan diri ini masih lagi tidak bersedia tuk menyambut salam ramadan, ntah mengapa hati ini begitu tidak bersemangat padahal setiap umat islam itu sangat menanti2 bulan yang mulia ini kerana bulan ini bulan yang sangat berharga dimana kenikmatan yang dirasai adalah lebih daripada bulan2 yg lain....

ak tidak mengerti ape yg ak rasekan dan ak juga tidak faham mengapa perlu ak merasakn begini..
ntah mengapa, ak takut untuk menghadapi ramadan kali ini...
mungkin kerana ak membaca banyak berita2 kematian dalam surat khabar...bahkan seorg pelajar universiti ak pon baru je meninggal dunia dalam kemalangan kelmarin....
mereka semua tidak sempat menyambut ramadan..
bagaimana pula ak yg masih hidup ini...adakah ak sempat mengakhiri ramadan pada tahun ini..dan menyambut hari raya bersama2 keluarga yg tersayang..

hati ini merasa resah ble mengingatkan diri yg diselubungi dosa yg berpanjangan...
dalam masa yg same hati ini begitu berat tuk meminta keampunan...walaupon perkataan keampunan itu selalu meniti di bibir ini...namun itu hanyalah di luaran bukan kesungguhan didalam hati....

Ya Allah..terasa jauh diri ini tuk menikmati kemuliaan insan yang solehah disisiMu..
Ya Allah..
mudah-mudahan ramadan kali ini membawa kesedaran yang lebih utuh dalam jiwa ini..
mudah-mudahan ramadan kali ini membawa keinsafan yg tiada titik noktahnya...
mudah-mudahan ramadan kali ini dilalui dengan lebih baik dari yang sebelumnya....
Amin ya rabbal alamin...

ank sedara

2010-07-27T05:21:00.000-07:00

ADAM HAKIMI

ank kepada along..
bru jek lahir bln 12 thun lepas..
rindu kt die...
lama sudah x jpe...
huhu...

yang nie lak ank angah..
nme die MOHD HAZIM....
seksi x die...?huhu..
punyer la ssh nk amek gmbr die nie..
xreti duk diam..

emmm..kalu tgk due2 nie..
ader persamaan x?

aku dan die..

2010-07-26T07:31:00.000-07:00

ak xtau npe ak nk tulis psl nie kt cni....gara2 hati yg gundah gulana coz gaduh ngan si die...benda kecik je pon..xtau laa npe jadi melarat lak...
asalnyer ak bengang sbb die xkasi ak kuar main bowling ngan kwn2...
suka suki jek xkasi...
dh laa ak dh setuju nk g..alih2 terpaksa ckp xleh g lak..
ak ckp kt die..

ak :
stp kali awk xkasi sy kuar, sy pendam jek pe yg sy rse dlm hati..sbb sy rse xperlulh nk besarkn perkara yg kecik..tp smpi ble sy nk mkn hati ngan sikap awk, mgkn sy xsempurna wt awk tp sy dh cbe yg terbaik tuk awk..sy xtau nk wt mcm mne ag...
salah ke sy nk kuar ngan kawan2..sy bukan wt pe2 yg xelok..
sy syg awk sgt2 dan sy tau awk pon sygkn sy..tp syg aje xcukup kalu xde sikap saling memahami dan tolak ansur..
ntah laa.. sy dpt rasekan awk mcm xpercaya kt sy..kalu x, awk xkn wt mcm nie...betul x?
skrg nie sy xtau sape yg bersalah, salah awk sbb xmemahami kehendak sy atau salah sy yg mahukan kebebasan tuk wt keputusan sendri padahal sy dh terikat ngan seseorang...

die :
sy fhm dan sedar semua 2..tp awk pon tlg laa fhm keadaan kita yg berjauhan nie. sy xde niat nk sekat kebebasan awk dan bkn nk knkong hdp awk cuma sy nk awk hormati hubungan kita. apelah gne sy pada awk jika awk xdpt hormati keputusan sy walau cikit. sy syg awk, sy ngaku sy bkn yg baik tp sy akn cbe buat yg terbaik utk awk...sy mntak maaf byk2..sy akn cbe fham keadaan awk..
sy xpakse awk tuk ikut kehendak sy, cuma sy nk kn kedudukan sy sebagai pakwe awk. kdg2 sy rase sy nie cm xpenting bg awk ..xtau laa...
tp sy janji xkn sekat kebebasan awk kalu itu yg awk nk selama ini...

sebak dalam hati ak ble die ckp....kalulah kite xkenal dlu, kte xkn couple dan awk xperlulah melalui saat2 cm nie, awk berhak wt keputusan sendri..dan ader kebebasan yg awk hrpkan..
awk menyesal kenal ngan sy?atau awk sebenarnyer nk hidup sendri tanpa sy..

akhirnyer ak ngan die same2 mendiamkn diri....ntah laa...ayt die yg last 2 buat ak sedih...
teruk sgt ak nie kot...
ak xde niat pon nk wt die terasa smpi mcm tu skali...ak cme protes cikit jek..
alih2 nie yg jd...
ak pon xtau nk pujuk die cm ne...biasenyer ak yg merajuk...
wargh...tensen2..
2 laa...xde penyakit cari penyakit....
esk2 die ok lah kot....harap2 nyer..

cuti sem..

2010-04-29T10:16:00.000-07:00

Akhirnyer mase yg dtunggu2 telah tbe...
ak akn menikmati cuti sem ak selama 2 bulan..
seronoknyer..........
walau ak xde perancangan pon ag nk wt pe cuti sem nie...
tp ak xkisah pon...
yg penting balik umah dlu...
sok ayh ak akn bertolak dr umah nk amek ak kt cni..
sayang ayah lebih coz sudi datang jemput ak....hehe..
selama cuti nie..ak mungkin x mengepost blog...
tgk laaa..kalu ak rajin menapak kt cc...
ak post brita2 terkini..huhu..
cam byk jek citer kn...

wokey lah...xnk tulis byk2..
nk tdo..dah..

kepada rakan2 sumer selamat bercuti...
semoga selamat pulang dan selamat kembali...
utk meneruskn perjuangan...
tata..selamat tinggal UMP..
meet u soon..

luv
nonoeilma

bakal habiskn final exam

2010-04-28T09:49:00.000-07:00

halo-haloooo....

mlm nie mlm last ak study...lpas nie berehat kt umah selama 2 bln lebih...
huishhh...xsangka ak bkl habiskan exam sok...
last exam highway...
pas2 leh kemas2 brg....
antr brg kt stor petang sok...
n lusa balik umah....

nk tau tak...td adik ak tepon..
tp ak xangkt sbb ngah mandi...
pas2 die antr la msj...
lpas mandi ak tgk la msj die....
terkejut ak...
die nyer msj cm nie.." k.nor esok ayh nk g amek k.nor..leh x?..
ak pon blslaa.....' mne leh, k.nor xsiap kemas pe pon ag...!!
adik ak col ak terus...
ak pon ckp laa..alasan2 npe ak xleh balik sok..
antaranyer...bju mesti xsmpt nk kemas..
pas2 brg yg nk antr kt stor mesti xsempat coz stor bukak kul 5 ptg..
kalu ayh ak dtg, mesti smpi UMP dlm tgh ari...
ish...ayh ak pon semangt tol nk amek ank die nie...hehehe..
sbr la ayh...dtg amek ari jumaat ek..

k laa..ak nk do dh..
sok last paper..
wish me luck!!!
aRiouss..

luv
nonoeilma..

2010-04-27T13:49:00.000-07:00

allowaaaa..

Di pagi yang dingin nie...ak masih ag mengadap laptop..
walau jarum jam dh menunjukkan pukul 4.50 pagi...
mata aku xngantok ag..xtau la npe ssh tol mata nie nk terlelap..
mungkin petang td ak dh byk tdo.....
nk study pon xde semangt..suam2 kuku jek semangat ak mlm nie..
rumet2 ak sumer dh menganyam mimpi..
ak jugak yg terkebil2 kt dlm bilik nie..
ape nk jd...mesti sok ak qada tdo smpi tghari..confem..
org lain duk study ak sedap jek tdo..
cm xsedar dri jek..lusa ader paper...
ish dh la ckp psl exam...
asyik ckp psl 2 jek..
tensen sudey..

emm..nk ckp psl pe ek..
ohh ye....ak dh abiskn ubat antibiotik yg doc. bg ari 2..
cm xpercaya lak...huhu..
tp kn yg xbest nyer..batuk ak xjugak ilang2...
apsl ntah...
ubat dh abis dh..tinggl ubat mnum 2 cikit..aderlaa dlm 3 kali mnum ag..
pas2 ubat yg kene mkn tiap2 pg 2..ader la dlm 5 bijik..
ak xrase ubat 2 leh hilangkn batuk ak..
mcm xde improvement sejak ak mkn ubat 2..sama jek..
nie yg ak mls mkn ubat nie..
sape leh kasi ak tips2 tuk kurangkn batuk ak nie..???
upah die..ak kasi sehinggit...haks2...

emm..xsabar nk balik umah..
mak dh tepon dh...sibuk dok tanye ble ak nk balik..
huhu..sabar yek mak...
2 hari jek ag...pas2 leh laa mak tengok muka ank mak nie puas2..
tau la mak rindu...hehe....

bukan ak xtau mak ak 2 mmg cm 2...
time ank jauh..rindu..
time ank duk dekat...membebel jek...
biaselah 2 kn...mak mmg mcm 2..
walau byk mne mak ak bebel pon..ak ttp xkisah..
sayang mak lebih jugak..

ish..dh 20 mnit dh ak spend tuk tulis blog nie..
xleh jadi nie..
nk smbung study laa..(kalu ak rajin)
k tata..

luv
nonoeilma

ari nie..

2010-04-26T23:48:00.000-07:00

Tadi ak bru abis exam structural analysis...
xtau nk komen cm ne..
ak rse teruk gak ak jwb td..
soaln2 2 sumer cm biase wt..cme ak xckup preparation kot..
menyesal pon ader gak...tp nk wt cm ne..benda dh lepas..tgulaa result kuar nati cm ne..
harap2 sumernyer ok..
xpelaa kalu xcapai target pon..asal lulus xpelaa..
ak xnk la repeat2 paper nie....
carry mark dh ok laa jugak..tp final plak yg xleh score..
mcm2 lah..
cm ne nk dpt deanlist nie..huhuhu..

ak ni berangan je lebih..
org yg nk dpt deanlist bukannyer study ala2 kadar cm ak nie..
diorg study siang mlm..,
ak pon study siang mlm tp tuang je lebih...
study sejam tdo 2 jam...study lagi sejam tgk citer lak 3 jam..
mne laa nk dpt gelaran best student cm gni....hehe..

ak sebenarnyer malas dh nk study2..
dh xsbr2 nk packing2 brg balik umah..
rse cm ilmu pon dh xnk masuk kt kpla ak nie..byk sgt dh kot..
(ayat poyo)..huhu..

emm...bersabarlah wahai diri..
ader satu paper je lagi..
pas2 merdeka tuk sem nie...
(sem depan xtau r lagi cm ne, lagi byk rmbut ak gugur kot...sem depan tough jugak subjek)
tp xpelah sem depan 2, cerita sem depan lah....

sekarang nie kte enjoy kejap b4 pulun study highway lak..
gambatte kudasai..
chayok2!!
wish me luck!!

luv
nonoeilma..

no tajuk..saje2 jek!!!

2010-04-24T12:04:00.000-07:00

salam...

pada pagi yg panas nie..ak nk berceloteh cikit...sbb mata ak xngantuk ag..walau ak dh bedal sesudu ubat batuk, mata still lagi xngantuk..segar plak ia pagi nie..

oklah, mlm nie ak xde la byk idea sgt nk cakap...cme saje2 jek nk mengepost...

so, last post ak membebel psl budak sekolah zaman sekarang....ak pon xfhm napelaa ak membebel byk sgt padahal bkn die bce pon...org lain yg bace...

tp xpelah ak sekadar bg nasihat jek..xkisahlaa kt sape2 pon...

sebenarnyer kn, sume nasihat2 2 ak dh acap kali dengar..so ak apply kn nasihat2 2 kt org lain lak...kalu ak mampu berubah sbb nasihat2 sebegitu...org lain pon same lah jugak kn....

cme ak nk ingatkn..kite adalah diri kite, dimana diri kite adalah kite...jadi ape2 yg kite nk diri kite wt maka kite akn wt...(pelik ke frasa ak 2, ak pon rase pelik gak)..

tp ape sebenarnyer ak nk ckp ialah setiap pe yg kite lakukan adalah perbuatan yang kita hendak wt....walaupon org lain yg suruh kita wt tp sebenarnyer kita yg wt maka ape2 yg kita wat adalah tanggungjawab kite sendri bukan org lain...

jd konklusi nyer..kite yang memilih jalan mne yg harus kite lalui bkn nyer org lain..

kalu kite memilih jalan yg byk liku2..maka susahlah bg kite tuk mencapai destinasi yg dituju..

kalu kite memilih jalan yg lurus maka perjalanan kite terlalu mudah tanpa ada rintangan tp kite mungkin xkn hargai perjalanan itu sbb xde pe yg perlu dikenang, terlalu simple..

jadi jalan mne yg kita perlu kita lalui, kite yg tentukan sendiri..

seharusnyer jalan itu bukan yang paling susah, bukan juga yang paling senang tp jalan yang membawa kita ke destinasi itu dengan selamat...

pilihlah jalan dengan berhemah..

kerana dalam diri masing2 ALLAH kurniakan kita akal untuk berfikir..

gunalah dengan sebaiknyer kerna jalan yang dipilih akan membawa kite ke destinasi yang berbeza..

kite xboleh berpatah balik....kita harus melaluinyer sampai ke penghujungnyer..

dan sampai satu saat kite akan mengetahui samaada jalan yang kite amek itu jalan yang membawa kite ke destinasi itu dengan selamat ataupon x..

fikir2kn lah sendiri..

aRiousss..

luv..
nonoeilma

nk ke xnk sebenarnyer...2jek masalahnyer..

2010-04-23T22:05:00.000-07:00

ak bru jek usai bce surat khabar metro online...dalam byk2 citer 2 ak tertarik kat satu artikel 2..artikel 2 pasal budak sekolah yg kene buang sekolah....semalam pon ader gak citer nie, tp smlm org lain, ari nie org lain...tp mereka dari sekolah yg sama dan kawan rapat..
umur lak baru 17 tahun means nk amek SPM la tahun nie...

sbb musabab kene buang sekolah
1. selalu datang lmbt ke sekolah
2. banyak masalah disiplin
3. pernah lompat pagar time wktu sekolah,nk balik awal la 2..
4. pas2 buat kecoh, smpi nk ajak guru bergaduh kt luar sekolah kalu xpuas hati sgt..
5. dll

emm..mcm2 budak sekarang kn...
bru 17..dh mcm2 perangai..
dh 2 ble kene buang sekolah, mulalaa runsing nk sekolah ktne..tambahan lak tahun nie nk amek SPM kn....
dh tau nk amek exam besar..dh2 la wt perangai yg xberpekdah 2..
xbwk kemana pon perangai cenggitu...ko nk menghancurkan mase depan ko sendri jek....
bkn main lagi dlm surat khabar 2 ckp, cm mne la nasib lepas kene buang sekolah..pas2 leh lak ckp saya seorang insan yang dahagakan pelajaran dan sikit kasih sayang untuk berjaya macam pelajar lain....

ak rse ko cme nk tarik perhatian org jek ckp cm2...tp sebenarnyer ko xpk pon...ko berlagak cam ko jek yg teraniaya...tp ko xtau cikgu2 2 pon teraniaya jugak..
dh ko wt perangai mcm2...kalu ak pon ak xthn...
ak tau umur remaja cm ko nie...mne nk ikut peraturan2 sekolah...xbleh wt 2, xbleh wt nie, xleh pkai bju cm g2...xleh nk seronok2...coz ak pernh gak alami perasaan cm g2...
n ak pon slalu gak wt hal kt sekolah..
sampai cikgu pon dh sakit kpala ngan ak..
tp 2 benda jek ak xwt...ak xpernh kurang ajar ngan cikgu...n ak xkn wt hal ngan org kalu diorg xwt hal ngan ak..
mcm mne pon cikgu ak wt..ak terima jek...kene bedal ngan rotan buluh kt perhimpunan pg sbb ponteng sekolah, ak trima jek..kene bedal ngan kayu sebesar penumbuk kt buntut sbb xpegi surau, ak trima jek...kertas pekse ak kene lempar depan budak2 kelas sbb xikut pe yg cikgu 2 nk...ak trime jek..kene buang asrama sbb ...(xleh kasitau), ak trime jek...
sumer nyer ak trime walaupon mestilaa cikgu2 tersebut kene kutuk ngan ak...tp ak xkurang ajar ngan diorg..ak xtinggikn suara apatah ag nk ajk bertumbuk..abis2 xpon, ak akn usahakn ak xterserempak ngan diorg....sume 2 biase je laa..lumrah budak nakal kt sekolah...
kalu ko ckp cikgu ko xberhati perut, ko sebenarnyer silap tafsir..sbb org lain kene benda yg same gak....bkn ko sorang jek...tp ko yg amek benda 2 cm besar giler....padahal sape yg wt hal..ko jugak kn....

kalu ko betul2 rse pelajaran 2 penting..n ko mmg bercita2 nk jd pendidik mcm arwah ayah ko..
ko xwt perangai cm nie...patutnyer ko dh insaf dh...dh bersara jd budak nakal 2...
bkn ko xtau SPM penentu tuk ko...kalu ko blajar pon gitu2 jek..result pon gitu2 je lah..
dh 2 ko rse ko bleh ke capai matlamat hidup ko 2...
kalu ko rase ko 2 xpintar mcm org lain, ko kenelah usaha lebih dari org pintar dari ko...
tp ko sebenarnyer xpk pon..
ko cme rase pe yg ko wt 2..xsalah pon..
padahal dari sudut mne yg xsalah pon xtau laa...
dh terang lagi bersuluh..perbuatan mcm 2 salah...
n at last, ko dh menyusahkn ramai org..susahkn keluarga ko, susahkan cikgu2 ko..n paling penting ko dh susahkan diri ko....n ramai ag.. padahal pada waktu nie. ko sepatutnyer tumpukan perhatian kt pelajaran ko...dh dekat pertengahan tahun..jgn ingt SPM tu nk tgu ko bersedia n bru leh amek....kalu ak ckp ko sengal mesti ko mrh kt ak kn...tp mmg ko sengal pon..

sekarang nie, ko dh kene buang sekolah...ko nk wt pe ag..dh mmg xnmpk dh jalan tuk capai impian ko 2..
kecuali ko dterima balik bersekolah..n ko pulun abis2 san pas2 ko banyak2 kn berdoa n tawakal, insyaallah ko leh dapat keputusan yg ok nati..

ak bukan pe laa...bkn nk ckp pe..tp kalu ko jenis berfikir...xde nyer benda nie nk jd cm nie..
ak pon ramai gak member2 yg mse sekolah perangai cm setan, tp diorg leh jek berjaya..walaupon xde laa excellent giler tp bolehlaaaa..

ak pon pening ngan budak2 sekarang nie...ak pon ramai ag adik2 yg dlm alam persekolahan nie..
tp ak cbe yg terbaik tuk pantau adik2 ak 2..
doakan lah ak berjaya jd kakak yg excellent..hak2..
tp setakat nie, alhamdulillah...adik2 ak xde la perangai cm ak ag..

bkn nk bangga diri la kan...sebangang2 ak pon time sekolah dlu..ak leh gak msuk u..
member2 seangkatan ngan ak pon, leh gak jejak kaki kt u...
sbb pe sbb kteorg nie jenis yg suke berfikir..
so, pe2 hal pon datang dari diri sendri..xkiralah positif ke negatif ke..sumernyer atas diri sendiri..
bak kate nabil..lu pikirlah sendiri..

ok laa...
dh byk dh...
blah dlu ek..tata..

semangat vs malas

2010-04-22T10:22:00.000-07:00

salam.. (pembuka kata yang indah)

aku nk tdo dh nie..
awl lagi kn..tp mata ak dh xleh nk bukak dh..
tp sebelum 2 ak kene post blog dlu..
bkn pe..ak sebenarnyer nk ingtkn diri sendiri yg sok ak kene bgn awal n study kt library ngan kengkawan yg lain...
kuatkan semangat n lupakan psl khayalan2 ak yg xberpekdah 2..
ak rse ak nie kurang bermotivasi laaa...
cm xbersemangat jek...
xkiralaa...time nk study ker, time mkn ker..semunyer cm xde semangt...
cmne nk wt ak biar bermotivasi cikit???

ak nie ckp je lebih tp xwt pon..
kuasa malas melebihi kuasa semangat ak..
kuasa malas melemahkan seluruh anggota badan ak..
kuasa malas gak bakal merosakkan segala impian2 ak..

tp kenapa ak still menyumbangkn tenaga kepada kuasa malas..
sengal tol laa...ank sape la nie..

ish..pe yg ak merepek nie..
cm xbetul dh....
2 tandanyer ak nih dh ngantok thp cipan..
ak tdo dlu lah..
nati ak smbung sok lak...
k ariousss..

kene mkn ubat lagi..

2010-04-22T02:18:00.000-07:00

salam..
emmmmm........dh brape ari dh tinggal blog nie...
ari nie ak de la cikit mse dh update ak nyer blog..
cikit2 jek..xde pe pon..
saje2 tambah2 gadget yg berkenan...
ak skrg nie ngah final exam..
sumer org tau....sumer pon ngah pulun study..
ak jek xbrape chat cikit ari nie..
dh g klinik dh td..
xde pe pon...batuk2 jek..
dh dekat 2 minggu ak asyik2 batuk2 jek..
kemuncak nyer pg td r...
sebenarnyer ak nk library..study ngan kawan2..tp bgn pg jek...
ak xhenti2 batuk...
so, ak cancel la g library...sorilah gurls xdpt join..
library kn sejuk...ak tkut lg teruk ak batuk.......
sekarang kn virus H1N1 ade ag...
nati xpsl2 ak lak kene virus 2...
emmm...skrg dh ok dh cikit....dh mkn ubat kan...
ak nie sebenarnyer mmg liat cikit nk mkn ubat...
ntah laa...ak pon xtau nape...
ak akn mkn ubat xpon terkial2 cari ubat ble ak xtahan sgt dh...
teruk kn ak..org yg mcm ak nie laa yg cepat kene serang penyakit..
dh antibodi pon kurang...mls lak mkn ubat..
emmm....nsiblaa bdn dpt tuan cm ak..
tp xpe laa...nati ak habiskan ubat2 2 sumer..
(walaupon sblom ni ak xpernh mkn ubat 2 abis)..
kali nie ak janji kt diri sendiri....
ok laa...nk g dh nie..
salam...

what happen to me..

2010-04-13T10:14:00.000-07:00

tanggal ahad(11/4/2010)...
pada hari yang tersebut di atas..ak tolong jadi driver kt pah (classmate ak) nk g antr brg2 kt umah abg die...maklumlah dh nk start cuti sem..kenelah pindah bilik..
nk di jadikan cerita...pagi 2 ak bgn lmbt...janji ngan pah kul 11..tp lg 5 mnit nk kul 11 ak bgn..sengal betol....
dh 2 ak g la mandi cepat2..ala2 kadar jek..
masuk bilik jek, pah msj tanyer dh bgn blom..ak ckplah dh..tgh bersiap..
pah ckp kete xdpt ag..tp suruh ak trun cpt, takut t abg sewa kete 2 nk sruh antar kt kk2 (kolej kediamn)...lpas ak siap, ak trunlaa...mse ak trun abg 2 dh tunggu dah...ak,pah n rumet pah, naik lah kete n g antr abg 2 kt kk2...
pas2 ak bwk lah kete terus kuar UMP menghala ke Maran...sampai kt gambang, ak isilah minyak dlu...isi rm10 jek...kalu xckup isi lah balik..
kteorg pon terusknlah perjalanan...
sampai kt satu tempat 2, depan sikit dari laluan masuk berkelah..ak slowkan kete dlm 80km/j jek sbb ak nk kene lalu kt jambatan sempit, pas2 kt depan ak lak ade deretan kete n lori, menghala dari arah bertentangan,utk mengelakkan berselisih kt tgh2 jambatan 2, ak slowkan ag kete...pastu...
tbe2 jek POP, mcm satu bunyi letupan n dengan masa yang sama cermin kete yg ak bwk retak seribu..n ak xnmpk sgt jalan kt depan ak..cme balam2 jek..
ak time 2 xterkata ape2..cme menjerit kecil sbb terkejut...
ak mengucap dalam hati, walaupun mse 2 agak panik coz ak kene berselisih ngan lori n melalui jambatan sempit...n lori 2 dh nk smpai kt kteorg..
hanya ALLAH s.w.t yang tahu betapa berdebarnyer ak saat 2..
tapi ALLAH s.w.t masih ingin memanjangkan nyawa ak, ak dpt melepasi saat 2 dengan baik..
ak berhenti di tepi jalan...n kuar dari kete..
perkara pertama yg ak wt..
tgk cermin kete 2..
teruknyer retak...mcm2 dh andaian kt dlm hati ak nie...
ak terus suh pah tepon abg 2...tp ak yg kene ckp ngan abg 2..coz diorg xtau nk ckp cm ne...
ak terangkn cikit2 kt abg 2..n suh die dtg cpt....
pas2 die tepon..nk suruh ak bwk balik kete die..mse 2 ak cm nk marah jek..ade ke patut nk suh ak bwk balik, sdangkn ak nk tgk jln pon xleh..
seblom abg 2 dtg..pakcik2 driver treler nk tolong pecahkan cermin 2...bru ak leh bwk balik kete 2..tp kteorg xnk..takut abg punyer kete ckp pe2 lak..pakcik2 2 ckp cermin kete 2 dh expired.
lpas berbual ala kadar..pakcik2 driver pon blah laa..
kteorg lak g minum air dlu...
coz tempat kteorg berhenti 2, betul2 kt restoran Syafiqah sri berkelah...
tgu2 punyer tgu, akhirnyer sampai la jgk abg 2 bersama2 geng2 die...lepas tgk kete die n bincg cikit2, dieorg pon pecahkanlah cermin 2...kteorg lak xjd g Maran..member abg 2, kasi ak bwk kete die balik UMP..kteorg pon balik laa...pas2 xtau dh pe yg jd lpas 2..

hari ini lak, pah dpt msj dr abg 2...die tanyer cm ne nk kira nie, coz duit pasang cermin rm400...ak ckp lah ak xnk byr, lgpon bkn salah kteorg bertiga...tp die nk jugak kteorg bayar, kalu xleh half2 pon xpe, die mntak rm50 sorang..,ak berkeras jgk xnk byr...byk 2 rm50...dh la tgh pokai,maklumla dh ujung sem nie...selepas beberapa kali berbalas msj...(hot jugaklah time 2)
at last, pah msj abg 2, ckp leh bg rm100 jek...
abg 2 lak..terima jelah..(baik amek dari xdpt lgsung kn)..

ak rse cm xpuas hati coz mmg ak xslh..dh cermin kete die expired, pas2 cermin yg retak 2 single layer nyer cermin (ak tau coz pak cik treler 2 ckp )...n cermin single layer mungkin dlm 2 ratus lebih jek..kalu dh 400...so, kt c2 ak tau yg abg 2 amek cermin yg double layer....
pas2 ader ke patut die nk mntak half.....

kalaulah mse kejadian 2 ak panik, nyawa lah jdi taruhan...abg 2 xfikir ker...
die ckp xadil la kalu kteorg xbyr...
tp adil ker bg kteorg yg xbersalah nie..
die ckp kteorg yg kene bertangjwb coz mse kejadian kete 2 ader kt tgn kteorg..
n die dh pon mengalah, ble suh byr separuh jek...bkn nyer sumer..

ak ttp nk ckp dh cermin kete die expired, xleh nk salahkan sesiapa pon..
n ditakdirkn mse cermin 2 retak, ak yg bwk...
walaupon ak bwk xsmpai setengah jam...
tp gantirugi nyer lebih dari sewa satu hari....
geram gak ak td..
tp skrg dh ok cikit...
ak bkn xkesian kt abg 2...byk 2 rm 400...
tp sepatutnyer, die mesti dh dpt agak ble cermin 2 expired...n sepatutnyer die tukar siap2 cermin 2 time ader duit, duit sewa kete 2..simpanlah...time2 nie leh la gne...
nie mcm dh amek kesempatan kt kteorg..
agak2 nyer kalu pah xikhlas byr 2...emm halal ke duit 2..??

emm..xpelah..
benda dh jd..
setiap yg berlaku mesti ade hikmah nyer...mungkin kalu xjd cm 2..n ak teruskan perjlann mgkn bahaya yg lain pulak dtg...

last day lecture

2010-04-09T09:11:00.000-07:00

hari nie last day lecture means ak kene tumpu pada final lak..
sekejap jek dh nk start study week....
bermula lah..peperangan terhadap tido n berangan...n mungkin jgk bergayut..
sekarang time nk berbaik2 ngan buku2 n nota2 sekalian.....

semester nie ak amek cikit jek jam kredit..
tapi paling letih coz banyak sgt assignment nk kene wt..
even nk dekat study week still ade ag assgnment.......
tadi pon ak bru jek siapkan assignment structural analysis a.k.a SA...
walaupon ak banyak tolong tengok dari tolong kira..
tapi ak tetap ader tuk bagi semangat kt group kump ak...

lepas ni kene wt assignment highway lak..
ntah cm ne ak nk wt pon ak xtau ag...
mcm blur2 kambing jek..agaknyer kambing pon xblur cm ak..
walau cm hampeh jek ak wt nati xpe lah..janji wt n antr..
sekurang-kurangnyer leh gak membantu carry mark ak t..

gambatte kudasai noor- san..u can do it !!!

gaduh lagi...

2010-04-07T10:16:00.000-07:00

............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

macam kelakar jek rasenyer bunyi tajuk post ak mlm nie...
tp 2 laa hakikatnyer....ak gaduh lagi ngan mamat sengal 2....
sakitnyer ati nie...rase cm nk pelangkung kpala jek...
nasib baik anak org....
ishhh..geramnyer..xterluah rase..
nape laa die 2 ske sgt wt ak cm nie...
berasap jek dlm hati nie...tp sabar2..

dh banyak kali benda yang same berulang...
dh byk kali gaduh benda yang same...
dh banyak kali die wt perangai yang same...

die mmg la xrase ape2...
tp ak nie cm ne...
xfikir ke perasaan ak cm ne...
xfikir ke pe yg ak rase...
ckp aje sayang...
tp slalu jek wt ak kecik hati....
slalu jek wt ak marah...

selama nie ak sbr jek...
tp bkn selamanyer mampu bersabar..
ak pon tau marah gak..
kalu ak marah cikit, mula la cakap asyik2 die jek kene marah..
ak tau la die xske marah2...
tapi yang die sesuka hati wt ak marah 2 npe...
nasib laa....

pas2 die mesti cakap, die wt salah ape..???
die xwt ape2 pon..
at last, mesti die ckp sori laaa..

tp xsampai seminggu ulang balik..
fed up betul laa..
kang kalu ak ckp xnk ckp dengan die...
die tepon byk2 kali...sakit nyer hati..
dah ak ckp xnk ckp ngan die..
xfaham bahasa ker...
eeeeiiiiii....... sabar je laa ngan anak org nie....

die lgsung xnk amek kira keadaan ak..
die pentingkan diri sendiri jek..
yang die tau...kalu die tepon, ak kene layan die jek..
die bukan xtau ak nie byk keje..
saje jek..
belasah betul kang mamat nie...

ish..byk plak membebel...
bukan die bace pon..

wt tensen ak jek..

dh laaa...

ak blah dlu..

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xde mood!!!!

2010-04-06T11:27:00.000-07:00

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malam nie ak stay up..
konon2 nyer nk study hydro..
sok kn de test...
tapi cm hampeh jek..xstudy pon...
xleh nk fokus laa...
ak dh try dah..tp xleh gak...
ak byk berangan dari study...
pe yg nk jd kt ak nie...

ahhh..tension nyer rase...
mati la ak sok..
pe yg ak nk jwb dlm test nie..

npe ek..ak xleh study kalu ak xde mood..
ak tgk org lain bleh jek...
diorang leh jek pakse diri study..

ak lak...ish..xtau nk ckp..
warghhhhhh..
ak xnk blajar dah..

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hati ini sukar diramal

2010-04-04T10:18:00.000-07:00

mlm nie ak nk ckp psl hati....hati ak laa...
ak rase hati ak ni sukar nk diramal, kadang-kadang ak sendiri xbley nk analisis pe sebenarnya yang hati ak nk...sekali mcm nie, pas2 tukar lak...sampai satu saat itu ak rase lost..
pelik kan...ntah laa..ak sendiri pon xfaham....
pernah sekali aku rase mcm melayang2 jek...xpasti mne arah tuju yg perlu ak amek...
yang pasti ak berada di persimpangan...

ak selalu mengeluh kerna semua ini membuat ak sesak...

somebody told me, in this life u need to be brave...don't look back..
u know u can do it..
close ur eyes n think..
n dont forget to motivate urself...

it will be a moment when u will realize the answers..

believe in urself...

kesengalan bertambah

2010-04-03T10:25:00.000-07:00

sejak kebelakangan nie..aku suke lak mengepost nie...cm byk jek citer padahal xde ape2 input berguna pon..tp xpelah sekadar mengisi masa lapang..
kalu kira, giler berlambak asignment kene antr..tapi aku malas nk wt..xde mood lgsung..
xleh fikir cm ne nk wt...
asyik berangan jek...xtau lah aku dh kene penyakit ape nie..
geram tol ngan diri sendiri..time2 banyak keje nie laa...xde semangat nk wt...kalu xbyk keje, sibuk nak cari keje..
xpuas hati betul...
orang lain sibuk dok siapkan keje, aku leh lak tido jek memanjang,
dengan cuaca yang panas nie, cikit pon ak xpeduli, lena giler ak tido..
ble bangun berpeluh mcm orang berlari 100 meter jek...
ble fikir balik...cm pe dah perangai ak nie..
sengal + xsedar diri..
semuanya mcm kucar-kacir sekarang...
sangat penat dengan semua nie...
xtau dh nk ckp per...warghhhhh..

keinginan ku

2010-04-02T11:15:00.000-07:00

Dalam aku menempuh hari demi hari...pelbagai perkara yang aku lalui..samaada manis, pahit atau suka dan duka. Semua ini mengajar aku erti kehidupan dan kematangan dalam diri ini..tetapi masih banyak lagi yang aku perlu belajar...belajar dan terus belajar.

banyak yang aku inginkan dalam hidup ini..banyak impian dan cita-cita yang ak ingin gapai..namun ak xpasti dimana permulaannya dan bagaimana pengakhirannya...semakin aku cuba untuk mendapatkannya, semakin kabur jalan ke arahnya....
aku tetapkan dalam hati ini..
percayalah ade hikmah yang tersembunyi...

sehinggakan mungkin sampai satu saat, ak lelah dan xmampu lagi mengejar....
aku mungkin kehilangan arah...
aku mungkin berada dipersimpangan...yang mne harus aku pilih...
disaat itu, aku akan menyedari tiada sesiapa yang boleh menolong aku memilih arah..
hanya aku yang mampu membantu diri aku sendiri..

andai kata pilihan aku nanti bukan kegembiraan yang aku harap2 kan..
namun itu adalah pilihan yang aku buat...
seharusnyer aku berusaha untuk membuat kegembiraan itu hadir...

aku tahu aku boleh buat...
aku tahu semua itu tak mustahil....
aku akan cuba lagi..
dan akan terus mencuba..
sehinggalah titisan keringat yang terakhir..

wish me luck!!

luv...
nonoeilma

final is coming..

2010-03-31T02:25:00.000-07:00

emmm..sedar xsedar dah penghujung semester dah...
dah nk final..rase cm cepat jek sem ni berlalu...
skrg mase tuk pulun study...tp ak cm xbersemangat jek..
npe ek..???

aku ngadu kt kerul..die ckp xpelaa..study slow2..
tp mcm mne study slow2 2...xfham ak..!!!
ish.. ade ke bg nasihat mcm 2...
bkn nk bg semangat kt ak tp menjatuhkan lagi semangat ak...(sengal)..

walau cm ne pon..kene gak study..kalu x kantoi la jwbnyer..

emm...
td baru jek abis test SA..ntahla ek..Insyaallah ok..
harap2 dptlah cover cikit2..

pe ag nk ckp ek..
xtau dah..

emm...lain kali lah sambung...

nk g pasar malam nie..
huhu..

tata..

2010-01-05T06:33:00.000-08:00

salam sumer....

permulaan kata2 pada entry nie...rasenyer xterlambat lagi untuk ak ucapkan...selamat tahun baru..moga 2010 nie lebih bermakna dari tahun2 sebelom nie..moga pengisian nyer lebih berfaedah dan seterusnyer membawa kepada kejayaan dunia dan akhirat...

biasanyer bermula nyer tahun baru nie...sumer org menetapkan azam masing2..
mcm ak gak laa..
ak pon ader azam yg ingin dcapai....byk lak 2...hehe..
tp insyaallah..selagi kita bersemangat tuk menggapainyer..selagi kita berusaha...selagi kita berlandaskan landasan yang betul..selagi kita beriman dan bertawakal..selagi tue lah kita berpeluang untuk merealisasikan impian dan azam kita..

bila nk mancapai azam 2..mesti byk benda yg kita rencanakan...
tp nasihat ak...perkara pertama yang perlu kita lakukan adlh menulis sumer azam2 kita tue, xkisahlah kt kertas ke, kt dinding ke,asalkn kita selalu nmpak n bace azam2 tue...

sbb pe perlu kita wt cm 2...sbb mmg lumrah manusia nie cepat lupa....
lgpon ble kita wt cm 2, kita akn sentiasa memotivasikan diri kita tuk mencapai azam dan impian kita tue..

aku dh wt dah...so ak nk ajak la kengkawan sumer wt jugak..
huhuhu..

k la...chayok2 !!!!!!!

selamat hari raya

2009-09-21T05:28:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum...

allloooo.....selamat hari raya, maaf zahir batin..
kepada semua rakan2 yg tersayang....
maaf kalu ader yg tersalah dan tersilap bicara...ak mintak maaf dari ujung rambut ke ujung kaki...
janganlah simpan di dalam hati....
sesungguhnyer ak byk wt salah...kt korang sumer...
ak mintak korang lupakan perkara yg menyakitkan hati yang dah ak wt...
mmmglah mase ak wt ak xpikir baik buruk nyer tp sekarang ak betul2 mengharapkan kemaafan..
ak nakkan pembaharuan dlm idup ak....ak harap pe yg terjadi 2 dijadikan kenangan n pleaseeee lupakan je laaa kesalahan ak.....
maafkan ak.........

aRioussss.....

.....salam lebaran..

2009-09-10T13:33:00.000-07:00

alllloooooo sumer....

dah lme x post blog...
xsempat r..byk keje kene wt sepanjang beberapa minggu ni...oleh itu.
pagi nie, ak post blog ni khas tuk ucapkan selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin..
diharap sumer akn bergembira menyambut lebaran kali ni..biarlaa lebaran kali ni lebih baik dari yg lepas2....

emmm...ak jugak nk mntak maaf kalu ader tersalah laku, tersilap bicara yg ak dh wt kt kawan2 sumer..harp diampuni segala kesalahan ak...dari ujung rambut sampai ujung kaki....
manusia biasa mcm ak mesti byk wt kesilapan..kepada geng2 jelitas terutamanya, AKU MINTAK MAAF BYK-BYK TAW..balik nati jgn lupe bawak kuih byk2 gak.

k laa...2 je kot...
sape2 yg balik naik kete ke moto ker..bwk elok2 tau..
kepada yg naik bas..pesan kt driver bas, hati2 cikit..
ak ucapkan selamat pulang ke kampung halaman masing2 dan menyambut hari raya dan selamat balik ke UMP balik.

aRioussss...

selamat berpose !!!!

2009-08-21T19:49:00.000-07:00

selamat menyambut ramadhan kepada sumer rakan2ku sekalian....di harap sume salah dan silap aku, korang maafkan...moga2 pada bulan yang penuh keberkatan ini, hidup kita akan bertambah baik dan teratur...thats all...

don't think that we are the best...

2009-07-31T11:22:00.000-07:00

salam....

mula2 skali ak nk ckp selamat bercuti kepada warga UMP (coz wabak H1N1)..pandai2 la jaga diri ble ade kt umah nanti...

ok lah..mengenai tajuk blog ak pg nie...ak bukannye suka sgt nk ckp benda mcm ni tp entahlaa kadang2 ble kite yg kene, kite mestilah nk pertahankan pendirian kite walaupon mungkin xsemestinye ia betul..

ak sebenarnye agak lme xbce blog, (maklumlaa wireless asyik xdpt jek..) entah npe tbe2 teringin plak nk bukak...ble bce blog 'member' ak yg sorang nie, hati ak terasa nk post blog gak..jelesla kot..huhu..

berbalik pada tajuk di ats...'don't think that we are the best'......
sebenarnye ak xtau nk mula dari mne tp pertama skali ak nk mntak maaf laa kepada sesiapa yg terasa ngan ak...ye lah, ak ni manusia biasa yg xsempurna seperti orang lain yg mmg sempurna sifatnye..ak mungkin byk melukakan hati teman2 yg rapat ngan ak dalam keadaan sedar dan xsedar..mungkin ak ingat ngan pe yg ak dh cbe lakukan tuk kwn2 ak dah memadai tp sbnrnye bg mereka 'jauh panggang dari api'...

ak ingatkn ak dh cukup bagus dlm berkawan tp rupa2nyer ak mmg xlayak pon berkawan sbb ak xpandai nk amek berat tentang kawan,xtau menjaga hati kawan dan yang paling bangang skali ak ni xpandai nk memahami hati dan perasaan seorang kawan..kesimpulannye ak mmg xpatut berkawan ngan org yg cukup sempurna sifatnye dlm berkawan ( maksud ak orang yg berhati mulia yg memahami hati kawannyer)...

walaupon ak mcm nie tp still de org yg nk berkawan ngan ak..agaknyer mereka pon ader hati batu cm ak kot...xpon mereka jgk xditerime dikalangan org yg berhati mulia dlm berkawan, macam ak jgk...
nk kate ak btol2 ader hati batu pon, xjugak sbb hati manusia bukan diperbuat daripada batu, lagipon ak ttp faham hati dan perasaan ak sendiri dan satu lg ak amat laa fhm kalu ader org yg menyindir2 ak...entahlaa, agaknyer mmg stail ak cm ni...dan yg akn datang ak nk blajar cara2 menyindir lak sbb dgn menyindir ni org akn faham mcm ak faham mksud org yg menyindir ak..
tp kalu org 2 xfaham mcm ne ek????
walaubagaimanapon kalu org 2 ske menyindir die mesti faham....ak bukan aper..ak nk blajar menyindir sbb nk jd yg 'the best'..kalu ak ckp straight forward nati akn ader yg terasa..
jd utk menjaga hati mereka2 disekeliling, ak mestilah berusaha..
kepada mereka2 yg sgt pandai menyindir,bolehlaa ajar ak ek..
ishhh2..byk plak melalut...

ok laa...utk menjd the best dalam berkawan, agaknyer mcm mne caranye? dan mcm mne plak ciri2 org yg the best nie????( fikir jgn xfikir)....

kengkawan ak pernah ckp ader 3 golongan org yg boleh dikaitkan ngan the best dlm berkawan
-pertama, org yg sgt biase dan xpernah anggap diri die the best tp sebenarnye die dinobatkan sebagai the best dikalangan rakan2 die.
-kedua, org yg berlagak die the best tp sememangnyer die adalah the best
-ketiga, org yg berlagak mcm die org yg the best dalam berkawan tp sebenarnye die adalah yg paling hampeh sekali...
agak2nyer kite di golongan yg mne???????

sebenarnyer, bg ak semua org xsama...samaada dari perangainyer atau dari caranyer...
mmg kite bleh berlagak sbb itu adalah hak kite tp perlu ke kite berlagak yg kite tau semuanyer padahal dalam mse yg sama org lain pon tahu ape yg berlaku....
sama laa jgk , ble kite nk bgtau kesalahan org tp hakikatnye kita jgk melakukan kesalahan yg sama....kadang2 kita kene tilik diri kita baru kita menilik diri org lain.

sama jgk kalu kita nk org hormati diri kita, kita mestilah hormat diri org lain

bg ak, dalam berkawan xde istilah the best, sbb kdg2 kite ade komitmen lain yg perlu disetelkan pada mse yg same ngan kawan kite memerlukan kite tp kite akn ttp try tuk jd the best 2.
kadang2 kite memikirkan benda yg brlainan ngan ape yg kawan kite fikir maksudnyer kite merasakn cara mcm ni lbh baik tp kawan kite fikir cara mcm 2 lebih baik..
oleh sbb itu, jgn laa kita berfikiran negatif, cuba berfikiran secara terbuka.....
perkara mcm ni pernah jd kt ak...ak xfikir dari sudut keadaan diri die menyebabkn antara kami menjd lebih teruk....
sekarang ak telah cuba berubah... jd ak harap kalu ade org yg mcm ak dulu 2, berubah laa,jgn wt mcm xsedar diri lak dan jgnlaa ego sgt sampai x mengaku kesalahan sendiri...
klu ader masalah, kenelah hadapi masalah itu dengan penuh kesabaran dan ketabahan..

buang yg keruh amek yg jernih..perkara yg lepas xperlu nk diungkitkan...apatah lagi sekiranya ungkitan itu membawa keburukkan kepada org lain..
hidup lah bergembira dan berbahagia dengan cara yg kite pilih..xperlu nk merosakkan hubungan org lain dengan mengungkit benda yg lepas...xperlu nk mengajar org lain berbahasa sedangkan kite xpernah berbahasa dan xjugak memberi peluang tuk org berbahasa....
bergembiralah kamu dengan caramu maka ak akan bergembira dengan caraku...
setiap org akn ade cara tuk die bergembira dan berbahagia.....

ok laa...sampai disini saje..
aRiouss....

my hope!!

2009-07-12T10:26:00.001-07:00

salam...

selamat kembali ke UMP..huhu...walaupon agak terlambat tp sekurang-kurangnye ak wish gak...well... kehidupan sebagai seorang pelajar akan diteruskan lagi..dengan pelbagai cabaran dan dugaan...ak harap kite akan bersama2 menempuhinya dgn cemerlang...

pelbagai suka dan duka yg dh ditinggalkan...biarlh ia menjadi kenangan di dlm diri kita sendiri..xperlu diungkapkan lg ..biarlah ia menjadi pengalaman yg berharga wt kita...mematangkan diri kite....untuk berfikir ke arah yg lbh baik dan positif...

buang yang keruh amek yg jernih..

aRiousss.

cuti...

2009-05-03T20:52:00.000-07:00

salam...

ape cter sumer duk kt umah...???????
xsampai satu mingu ak dh bosan ler...
mai...mesti busy ngan kenduri...
fara...mesti cbuk shopping....
duit pt die kn dh msuk...
ak.....tidooo n makannnn..
huhu.....

korang nie time cuti pon sempat lg memblog...
mcm2 ak tgk...
tp yg best ble kutuk org...
kadang2 mesti terngata diri sendiri..
huhu...
biase laaa...xsemua org sempurna...
kalu nk sempurna bkn manusia la 2...
well...enjoy your holiday...
nati umah ak pon nk wt kenduri gak...
jemput la datang..
13/6
kalu nk dtg tepon r...
nati ak bg direction k....

k tata..
lain kali ak sambung lg k...
bye..

aRiousss...

selamat menjawab exam..

2009-04-19T11:40:00.000-07:00

salam...

alowaaa....

emmm....esok dh exam...
ble nk exam teringat lh kt member2 sumer..mne lah tau terbuat silap dan salah...
kalu ader...
ak nk mntak maaf byk2...
biaselaa....mgkn ak dh terngumpat n terkutuk 2...
time ni laa nk jdkn ia 0-0..

harap2 korang sumer maafkan ak ek...

k r...gud luck untuk exam sok n exam2 yg lain....

aRiousss..

perang exam...

2009-04-17T10:35:00.000-07:00

hye salam.....

pe kabar kengkawan sumer...chat lg ke x nie????mne la tau dh demam nk exam ni...
emmm...pejam celik, pejam celik....(mcm kate helmi, xtau ble siang ble mlm)..
akhirnyer dh nk penghujung study week...lg 2 hari kite akn bersama2 menjwb exam...

time2 ni laaa...time kemuncak...
dh xtau nk xstudy per..bkn sbb dh abis study tp cm byk lg kene study jek....
warghhh...time2 ni lak jgk teringat zaman2 membuang mse dlu...mula laa nk menyesal...
ntah pe2 ntah....
tp ni lah..hakikat manusia yg pemalas mcm ak...huhu..(sedar diri pon)..

emm...walau cm ne pon.., kite berusahalah setakat yg kite mampu...yg selebihnyer kite same2 tawakal kpd ALLAH S.W.T...insyaallah...DIA akn membantu kite asalkan kite berusaha..

semakin dekat nk exam makne nyer semakin dekat la nk blik kampung yg tercinta.......
xsabar rasenyer nk blik....
tp yg jd mslh nyer..barang2 nie...kt ne nk sumbat...byk kot...
yg leh smpn dlm stor cme 2 kotak jek....
adussss....
tp xpe yg penting leh blik...huhu...

2 bln kt umah...pe nk wt ek???????
(masih dlm perancangan)
nasihat kpd kengkawan sumer...jg diri elok2 time kt umah nati....
kalu ader sape2 yg nk kawin..jgn lpe bg kad undgan kt ak ek...
huhu....

ish..npe byk citer psl blik lak nih...padahal exam pon xstart lg...
sengal...(ditujukan kpd ak jek)

sedikit pandangan dan nasihat kepada kengkawan sumer tuk menghadapi exam....

yg mula2 skali...kite kene jg diri elok2..kesihatan kene jg..takut nati, time nk exam..sakit lak...kalu dh sakit nie..ssh laa...mesti xleh fokus nyer..confemm...
pastu digalakkan membuat solat hajat..moga2 hati akn sentiase tenang dan dipermudahkan menjwb soaln...
kepada sape2 yg bercouple...jgn asyik gayut jek...ingt2lah mse kite yg sgt berharga...kalu xtahan sgt...nk jgk dgr suara si dia 2...tepon laa tp jap jek ek...(peringatn kpd diri sendri)..huhu...
emm..pastu amalkn bce doa2 tertentu supaya ape yg kite hadapi ni(exam) ditempuhi dgn baik..

--doa penerang hati--

Alloohumma akhrijnaa min zhulumaatil wahm.
Wa akrimnaa bi nuuril fahm.
Waftah 'alainaa bi ma'rifatil 'ilm.
Wa hassin akhlaaqonaa bil hilm.
Wa sahhil lanaa abwaaba fadhlik.
Wansyur 'alainaa min khozaa-ini rohmatik, Ya arhamar roohimiin.

ertinye,...

Ya ALLAH, keluarkanlah kami dari kegelapan keraguan
Dan kurniakanlah kepada kami cahaya kefahaman
Dan bukakanlah kepada kami dengan ilmu pengetahuan.
Dan permudahkanlah kami pintu anugerah kurniaan- MU
Dan bentangkanlah kepada kami pintu lipatan dari gedung perbendaharaan rahmat-MU, ya
Tuhan maha pengasih sekalian yang berkasih sayang...

Doa ni aku amek dari buku..."pedoman doa dan zikir"

lastly..ak harap ape yg kite harapkan akn same2 kite capai..
insyaallah..sme2 memohon kehadrat-NYA...

k..r..
aRioussss...

aku dan die

2009-04-16T12:28:00.001-07:00

assalamualaikum......

seperti kate mai...pembuka kate yg baik...

emmm...pg ni ak xtau nk citer pe rrr.....sbnarnyer byk benda yg nk kongsi n bgtaw tp ak xtau nk start dr mne...mcm xterluah jek....biaselaa dekat2 nk exam mcm2 ak fikir, dh sakit dah kpala otak ak nie....xsbr rasenyer nk blik umah...walaupon kt umah nati, ak tau masalah lain yg menanti ak tp ak rela mcm 2...sekurang2 nyer ak leh hadapi ngan kuat demi family ak yg tercinta....lebih lme ak kt cni lbh terseksa rasenyer jiwa ak.....

ak xtau ble penderitaan nie akn berakhir.....sakitnyer hanye ALLAH S.W.T je yg tau....
ak benci tuk menerima hakikat yg berlaku tp ak xmampu nk wt pe2 coz ak hanye manusia biase...
kalu ak menangis smpai kuar air mata darah pon ak xmampu mengubah pe yg berlaku....
betapa cepat ia berlaku sampai ak xtau mse ble ia bermula...tanpa ak sempat membuat ape2 persediaan dan sekarang ak dh hampir tersungkur.......
sedih ble ak xmampu nk wt pe2...walaupon hakikatnyer ak nk sangat rungkaikan permasalahan ni......
ak cme mampu bertawakal supaya pengakhiran nyer nati xbegitu menyakitkan...
korang sume pon doakan yg terbaik tuk ak ek????doakn ak dpt hadapi nyer ngan baik...
ak memerlukan sokongan korang sumer....

saat nie mmg ak sdey..tambah2 lg ble terkenangkn seorang member yg tinggalkan ak pada saat ak memerlukan die...
sblom ni die sentiase bg ak kekuatan tp skrg sumer dh berakhir...
sejujurnyer mmg ak xbley lupakan pe yg terjadi.....
walaupon ak maafkan die dan doakan kebahagiaan die tp ak ttp terkilan...
setelah pelbagai perkara ak dan die kongsi tp pengakhiran nyer noktah.
"perempuan ni senang memaafkan tp ssh tuk melupakan"..
smelah ngan ak....

kalu korang sumer nk tau....ak pernah nyatakan kekesalan ak terhadap sikap die...dan die mengaku kesalahan die....tp ak xtaula ikhlas ke x die mengaku kesalahan die 2...
tp bg ak die mmg xikhlas sbb akhirnyer die ttp mengulangi perkara yg same...
mmg die berjanji tuk berubah tp perubahan die cme satu hari jek...sakit nyer ati ble dilakukan sebegitu..lbh sakit ble die lupakan persahabatan kami sblom nie....
walaupon ak mengalirkan air mata ak atas pe yg berlaku(sblom ni ak xpernah wt cm 2)..
tp die...ak tgk sgt bahagia...
mgkn pe yg berlaku langsung x terkesan kt ati die....
"die bergembira atas kesedihan ak"...
ak xtau lah pe yg die fikir, ak xtau pe yg rase dan ak xtau pe yg die nak sbb die xbagitau ak pe2...
at last die pergi tanpa sempat ak bertanye..
dan sekarang ak ngan hidup ak dan die ngan hidup die...
ak cbe yg terbaik tuk die tp mgkn mse 2 hati die dh tertutup..so die dh xnmpak pe yg ak wt tuk die....
mungkin die jgk sakit hati ngan ak...sape tau..kite xtau pe yg ader dlm hati seseorg 2....

"you are alwez gonna be in my heart"
ak benci tuk menyatakan begitu,..ak nk lupakan die mcm mne die lupakan ak..tp hakikatnyer ak ssh tuk lupakan persahabatan kami, walaupon sekejap jek tp ia ckup bermakna bg ak...
mgkn bg die xde makne pon tp bg ak its too worth....

well..mcm biase ak ckp..hidup xsemestinyer indah...
setiap perkara yg berlaku ader cause n effect...
terimalah ngan hati yg redha....
entahlaa....sepatutnyer ak bersyukur ats pe yg berlaku sekurang2 nyer ak pernah rase manisnyer..ia lebih baik dari xdpt pe2...
tp kdg2 terfikir gak...lbh baik xdpt rase pe2 kalu pengakhiran nyer lebih sakit dr kemanisan yg dpt....
btol x????

walau cm ne pon...
kita ni manusia biase...ape hak kite tuk pertikaikan takdir yg tertulis tuk kite..
sedangkan kite cme hamba ALLAH S.W.T di bumi ini dan dunia kite hari ini cme sementara..
setiap cabaran yg diberi akn mematangkan kite dan memberi kekuatan tuk menerima cabaran yg lain yg mgkn lbh teruk dr nie.....
ak pon sedang membina kekuatan dlm diri ak...
meneruskan hidup yg sblom ni agak menyakitkan..dan membuat persediaan tuk menghadapi pe2 kemungkinan akn datang...
doakan ak mampu dan kuat tuk hadapi nyer....

dah laa...terlebih emosi lak pagi nie...

sblom ak stop.... ak harap kengkawan sumer dh bersedia nk jwp exam..
chayok2...

gud luck k...

aRiousss.....

benci vs sayang

2009-04-15T12:02:00.000-07:00

hye salam...

pagi ni tajuk nmpak best ckit kn??? "benci vs sayang"
agak2 nyer la kan kalu benci vs sayang, yg mne akn menang????ko rase???

emmm...
dlm dunia niee...kite akn menghadapi pelbagai cabaran dan dugaan yg kadang2 kite sendiri xsangka....sampai satu saat nati kite akn terfikir mampukah kite nk menghadapi segala dugaan nie....??
kite adalah manusia yg terlalu byk kelemahan....

bagi ak dalam byk2 dugaan yg menimpa ak...yg paling berat skali, dugaan dari segi emosi atau perasaan...ia cukup membebankan ak...cukup memberi kesedaran wt ak..dan mematangkan diri ak..

ak nk tanye la kt sape2 yg bce blog ak nie...
pernah x anda sume mengalami suatu keadaan yg memakse untuk membenci seseorang yang pada hakikat sblom ni anda sume nk sgt menyayangi diri seseorang itu. tapi disebabkn keadaan atau peristiwa yg berlaku, anda mengambil keputusan untuk membenci diri dia.
mungkin salah diri anda sume, mungkn gak salah diri dia..

perkara mcm nie pernah terjadi kt diri ak..
disebabkn keadaan, ak amek kputusan tuk jauhkan diri ak ngan die....sbb bagi ak kehadiran ak selama ni dlm hidup die cme sbgai sandaran, sbgai bahan tuk diambil kesempatan dan langsung xpernah dihargai...
walaupun ak sakit diperlakukan cm 2 tp ak ttp harap die bahagia ngan hdup die, ngan cara yg die ske dan die pilih....
mmg cukup sakit bila saat ak perlukan die,perlukan sokongan dr die tapi saat 2 jgak die pergi dan saat 2 jgak ak harus trima hakikat yg ak akn kehilngan die...

well, hidup xslalunyer indah...
tiap2 ari kite akn sentiase diuji dan saat 2 bru kita tahu kelemahan diri kite...
tapi ape yg perlu kite wt, kite trima lah ngan hati yg terbuka..
percayalah ngan diri sendiri kita mampu menghadapi nye...
ALLAH S.W.T xkn memberi kite dugaan yg kite xmampu nk tanggung.
btol x????

k r...
smpi cni jek...
aRioussss....

2009-04-14T11:32:00.000-07:00

salam.........

pagi nie ak nk cter psl cinta sbb biaselaa ni kan topik pling hangat dan meletup..
banyak yg ak bce n ak dengar mesti ader psl cinta...mmg lumrahlah, bdk2 remaja yg nk membesar mcm kite nie mmg xleh lari dr cinta...ramai org dok cbuk berkepit sane sini, nk g mkn berdua, nk g study pon berdua, nk g joging pon berdua, mne2 pegi pon berdua jek( xde ke bertiga, xpon berempat)....biase la 2...org ngah mabuk bercinta mmg cm 2...mcm2 ragam...kt u ni pon berlambak, mesti ader yg berdua xkiralah dimana saja anda berada..

ops sblm 2 ak nk ckp....ak bkn nk mengata atau mengumpat atau memfitnah atau pe2 saje yg sewaktu dengannyer...sbb ak pon couple gak, ader pakwe n tau cm ne rasenyer bercinta nie...pernah la jgk melalui zaman mabuk2 nie...
kt cni ak cme nk nyatakan pendapat, mungkin ade gak cdagn n jugak cterkn pengalamn ak ckit2...bkn nk promosikn kisah diri sendri tp saje nk kongsi...jgn salah anggap deh..

ak nk start ak nyer bebelan dgn soalan lu..
mula2 kite nk trime cinta ni...pe yang kita pk...
mmg la kn bila hati dh terpaut, jantung dh berdenyut kencang 2...tandanyer kite dh mula ske kt seseorang 2....
tp pernah x kite pk, ok ke kalu ak bercinta ngan budak ni??
kalu ak bercinta ngan die org x mengata ke???
ader org sakit hati x??
mak n ayah ak xper ke, diorg kisah ke x??
emm...cm ne ngan pelajaran ak nati???
bley balance x nieee..??
kalu ak bercinta ngan die, nk serius ke nk main2...
kalu ak serius, mesti nk die jd teman hidup semati..tp btol ke pilihan ak ni???
mne tau tbe2 sekerat jalan plak...
penat jek berhabis tp at last hancusss....
hati merana jiwa tersiksa xpsl2...
pas2 mula laa...menangis xsudah2..
emmm....
kalu ak main2 lak...takut die lak yg serius...kalu ak mntak putus nati..die xnk n ugut nk wt benda2 yg bukan2 cmne???
lagi ssh nie.....
adusss...penat pikir...
sakit kpala otak ak...

pas2....mesti lah kite tanyer pendpt kengkawan sumer..
member2 pon ckp, kalu ko dh ske truskan aje..jgn peduli pasal orang lain..xde makne nyer..!!!
tp sebenarnyer ader makne setiap pe yg kite wt ni...mgkn kite sedar, mgkn jgak kite xsedar..
emm pasal sedar xsedar ni kite tolak tepi lu...nati sambung lain kali..
so....
org kate kite kene ikut kate hati...btol ke???
ko rase????????

bagi ak laa kn...kalu kite nk bercinta mmg laa depend on hati kite..kalu kita xske cm ne nk couple lak..tp kita kene sedar la kemungkinan2 nyer nati....pe yg akn terjd pd mse akn dtg...
nk cter kisah ak ckit...mse muda2 dlu..
ak mse mula2 bercinta lu..xpernah pon pk psl kemungkinan2 nie...yg penting ak nk bercinta mcm org lain gak..ble org dh mintak 2, ak trima ngan hati yg terbuka....lpas 2 bru ak sedar,sbnarnyer pe yg ak nk?????
ak btol2 ske ke tipu2 je ni...
entah laa ak pon xtau......
tercari2 jwpn nyer.....(tp skrg ak dh tau)...huhu..
ak percaya pada jodoh..kalu dh ditakdirkn mcm 2, walau kite xske mcm mne pon, kite ttp ngan die gak...btol x????huhu..
dh r..xnk cter pjg2 psl diri ak....
so kesimpulannyer..ak rse kite perlu analisis dlu sblom kite wt pe2 keputusan...
wt keputusan based on diri kite sendri..keupayaan, keyakinan dan keadaan diri kite.

emm..k r..penat dh tulis...
tp sblom ak habis membebel...ak nk bg ckit peringatan kpd couple2 termasuk laa ak..
kite ni couple, couple gak...tp jgn laa keterlaluan...
sbb kita x pasti lg...btol ke pilihan kite ni...mne la tau lpas ni jpe yg lbh sempurna...
jgn letakkan sepenuh kepercayaan kepada couple kite...sbb kite hanye tau luaran jek..kite xtau dalaman die cm ne...
pas2 mcm biase jgn abaikan keadaan sekeliling kite...pelajaran, kawan2, family dan yg lain2...sbb nati ble ditakdrkn kite ssh, xde sape yg boleh kite harapkan selain yg terdekat ngan kite...
jgn terlalu obses terhdp cinta smpai mengabaikan benda2 lain..
mungkin kite xsedar ape yg kite wt sbb dlm hati kita cme penuh ngan cinta tehdp si dia tersayang..tp berusahalah sedarkn diri sblm terlmbt...kite yang control diri kite sendri bknnyer org lain.....
same2 lah kita muhasabah diri sendri..
k r sampai kt cni je dlu...
nati sambung blik...mata ak dh ngantok r...
k...
aRiousss...

jom borak

2009-04-13T11:49:00.001-07:00

salam....

alowaaa..kepada rakan2 ku yang tersayang...

hahaha...skema giler ayat...pape pon, mula2 ak nk ucapkan tima kasih laa pd sape2 yg bce blog entry ak ni...xde laa menarik pon per yg ak nk tulis ni...tp biase laa kalu kpala cam bangang jek study, sakit gak...tuk mengisi mase lapang yg mmg terbuang ni...baik ak tulis blog ckit..

emm..xtau laa nk cter per...

tp org ckp, lbh afdal kita mulakan yang perkenalkan diri sendiri...ye ke?????

huhu...lantak laa btol ke x tp ak mmg nk ckp ckit psl diri ak..

awal2 lu xreti laa nk ckp psl diri, maklumlaa dlm BI..sume2 blog 2 pon main copy n paste jek..hahaha..

kt bwh ni ak nyatakan ckit psal diri ak...

name ak: sume org dh tau kan...

asal: ak org ganu, dok kt daerah besut..kampung ak kira terpencil la gak...kalu ak ckp mesti org
xtau ktne, so xpyhla ak ckp kn...

besday: 27 hb2 1989 (dh lpas dah, xpe thun dpn de lg..jgn lpe kasi adiah)

no henfon: 014-8493325( promote ckit..)

hoby : ak pon xtau pe hobi ak...tp yg penting tido...

cita2: mesti laa dh tau...kn dh amek engineering nih...

benda yg ak pling ske wt : ...................................

benda yg pling ak xske wt :.................................

(akn diisi kemudian, sbb blom jpe lg yg sesuai, harap maklum)

dh laa...yg lain xyh laa ckp...

kalu nk ckp sume nati xckup lak ruang kt cni..(berlagak ckit, mcm byk jek yg nk ckp)

mula2..ak ingat mls dah nk pduli psl blog ni....
tp jeles lak tgk org lain sibuk jek post...pe ag jeles rrr...
kali ni ak xde topik nk ckp...
lain kali mungkin de la kot...
kalu sape2 yg bce blog ni nk bg cadangan..leh la kasi tau....nati leh laa same2 kte borak2 n kutuk2..huhu...
emmm....
k r...tuk kali ni...
nati ak post lg ek..
blahhh lu....

aRiousss.........

last entry-read it

2009-04-05T04:15:00.000-07:00

salam...

This is the last entry that i will post in my blog for the technical writing subject.
Most of the entries that i had post were related to us...maybe it actually happen to us..
so, in order to get through all the problems, we need to take positive step and try to analyse it one by one because all the problems have the solution but we need to find it. It depend to us how we want to solve it but i hope it not hurting the others.

Beside this, i also posted the tips that we can share and useful for us to try. Try it...maybe we can solve our present problems effectively.
hope.. what had i posted can help all of you a lot.

lastly, if my entries had make someone hurt. i am sory because i am a human that have many weakness and i'm sure that all of you are same with me..

gud luck in your final exam..

aRiouss....

sit in front of the computer

2009-04-05T04:05:00.000-07:00

salam......

With a correctly configured workstation you should be able to sit for hours without hurting your back, neck, arms, or wrists. Below are the recommendations, to help you to achieve correct ergonomics or body positioning.

Choosing a well-designed office chair is an essential step in achieving good computer ergonomics. A good chair will preserve and support the natural curves of your back. In the neck and low back the spine curves in, and in the middle back the spine curves out. To perform well the contour of the chair's back should match the curves of your back. This support keeps you from slouching when you sit.

A taller seat back is better than a shorter one. The lower portion of the seat back should support your lower back's inward curve, and the upper portion should support your middle back's outward curve.Sit all the way back in your chair so the seat back can do its job of supporting the curves of your spine.

A good chair must be well padded.

Your legs should be parallel to the ground; and those with short legs may need a footstool. A chair that reclines offers a good change of position that can help prevent fatigue. Reclining allows you to change positions and still receive the support of a well-contoured seat back.

Once you have a properly supporting chair, you can turn your attention to the desktop.

You keep your head from looking up and down by keeping your head and eyes level. This is accomplished by raising the computer monitor so that your eyes hit the screen three quarters of the way up. A level head keeps your neck muscles from having to constantly contract to hold your head in a poor position.

You keep your head from looking left and right by placing the monitor directly in back of the keyboard. This avoids the common practice of placing the monitor off to the side. This side positioning causes your neck to stay constantly turned leading to stressed muscles in your neck and shoulders.

Next, the keyboard must be low - almost in your lap. This allows your shoulders to stay close to your side and remain relaxed. Placing the keyboard too high forces you to constantly contract the muscles of your shoulders so your forearms can reach the keyboard. If your chair has "arms" you can position the keyboard a little higher so long as the chair's arms support your forearms. But if your chair does not have arms, position the keyboard close to your lap so your forearms can be positioned down by your side.

Your wrist should be relaxed and straight or slightly flexed (curved down). The mouse should be right next to the keyboard. And finally, be sure to take regular breaks.

Laptops are an ergonomic nightmare because the keyboard is right next to the monitor. But the solution is simple: purchase an extra keyboard to "separate" the monitor from the keyboard and position each as described above.

One last thought. These chair suggestions are useful for any seating situation. If you have back pain, sit in a comfortable office chair at home. Don't sit in hard kitchen chairs or slouch on a couch.

aRiouss........

sleep apnea

2009-04-05T03:52:00.000-07:00

salam...

Each breathe lasts long enough that one or more breath are missed each time. This habit of improper breathing is diagnosed by an overnight sleep test called polysomnogram.

Doctors describe the clinically significant levels of sleep apnea in five or more episodes per hour. As far as studies are concerned, three distinct forms of sleep apnea have been found. These include: central, obstructive and complex apnea. Each form of disorder emerges due to different reasons.

Breathing is interrupted by lack of respiratory effort in case of central sleep apnea. Whereas, breathing faces a physical block of air flow in obstructive apnea. There is a transition from central to obstructive features during different events in complex sleep apnea.Symptoms of this particular kind of problem may be present in an individual for years without any sort of identification. Sufferer might feel day time sleepiness and fatigue because of the problem.

Researchers have come out with effective treatments for the common apnea disorder. Use of a continuous positive airway pressure device during sleep pressurizes the air flow into the throat. Apart from this, in severe cases NIPPY machines are also used to provide treatment to the patient.With the belief of thousands in using the natural way to prevent the sleep apnea problem, different positions of sleeping are also invented that will lesser the chances of getting affected.

One of the most common problem is sleeping in lateral position that is beneficial for people suffering from central sleep apnea.Another common practice is learning and applying didgeridoo that reduces the snoring, sleep apnea and daytime sleepiness problem.

Concerned your health, we need to become aware of these common sleep disorders that might land up in troubling a lot. Different physical exercises should be made to relieve the sufferers and let the lead a healthy life.

aRoiuss.......

tips to lost weight

2009-04-05T03:46:00.000-07:00

salam.....

how to lose your weight...
try this tips..

Jogging

The most simplest and natural way to burn some calories is to wake up early in the morning and go out in a garden near your house for jogging. The best thing about jogging is that it doesn’t require rigorous effort and yet has many benefits pertaining to losing weight.

Cycling

Cycling is a very good activity to indulge in, in order to lose weight by burning some unwanted calories. Many people pursue it as a hobby and it is best for teens how are fighting obesity at a younger age. Make some friends and ask them to join you for your cycling activity on daily basis. Don’t forget routine is very important for fighting obesity through cycling.

Use Small plates

This practice is very smart when it comes to using your mind to lose weight. This involves using small plates which would accommodate small amount of food, for eating. The plate would appear full and this would make you feel that you are eating in sufficient amount even when you are eating less and you will not carve for more food. This practice is really important for people who have lesser control on their diet.

Drink water at crucial time

Water too can play a significant role in helping you lose weight. For instance if you are feeling hungry you can reduce your hunger by having a glass of water instead of binging on unhealthy food items like fries, burgers and alike. On should also avoid drinking water after the diet when the stomach is full rather one should prefer drinking water before the diet which would reduce your appetite to some extent.

Eat a lot of salads

Salads are rich in fiber and can do wonders when it comes to facilitating your weight loss process. Always complement your meal with salads constituting stuff like cabbage, cucumber, carrots and alike. Eating salads before the diet can lead to some reduction in your hunger and you’ll eat less.

Use diet pills

Diet pills like acomplia act as one of the best tools for facilitating your weight loss process. They act as appetite suppressant and reduce your appetite by stimulating certain neurotransmitters present in your brain. As a result you begin to eat significantly less thereby doing wonders for your overweight problem.

Yoga

Yoga is perhaps the best technique to enable you connect your spirit to your body. This connection is essential because it helps you reduce stress and feeling of anxiety caused due to obesity. And once you are free from unnecessary thinking and worrying you can concentrate better on your motive that is, losing weight.

try it !!!!!!!

aRiouss........

teamwork

2009-04-05T03:29:00.000-07:00

salam...........

A team is that where I end and WE start. A team is a collection of people where they can share ideas. A successful team contains a team of successors. In a team work is shared and results are doubled.In a team there are different categorized people, we need not feel inferiority complex.

The reason for this is a person with little knowledge, common sense, and basic principles can also be very effective. When we form as a team we should consider it as a place, where we exchange our ideas. We feel satisfied when we work with a successful team. Each ones contribution makes the team successful.

To make a good team we need:

• Self understanding
• Good communication with others
• Commitment to the team
• Reciprocation of ideas
• Attitude to be kept a side
• Innovative ideas, no adhoc system

To be a part of good team we must not try to change others and no boss attitude should be there. In a team everyone is same and can share his thoughts. Be frank; admire a person for his good work need not wait for some other instance.

Motivation is a key to success. It will help you to enhance better results. Friendly atmosphere will be comfortable and will surely maximize your achievements. When we out throw the individuality and works as a team IMPOSSIBLE becomes POSSIBLE.We work together as a team which means exploring to new heights.

A team does not only produces great results but also a qualitative amount of work. Once you start building a quality performance everyone expects you to continue that. The quality work speaks for reliability. It can be achieved only where mistakes are taken as good things. It can be done by focusing on Zero errors to be assessed regularly and improve has to be made accordingly.

A team can be made of different levels of people consisting of some basic characteristics. Members should have retrospective effect. They should contribute, learn and work together. There can be share of leadership and responsibility qualities. They are truly focused on their goals with good communication and future purpose.

This will help them bring innovative ideas and explore their abilities. Keep updated yourself to the present needs and keep changing according to the needs of the future.

Try to be a good member in your group...response positively for the responsibility that been given.

aRiouss.......

remember what u read

2009-04-05T03:19:00.000-07:00

salam...

Sometimes ordinary reading methods may not help you to remember the chapter content well. You feel the reading is tough and get bogged down in this murky reading assignment. You can try the following reading techniques which help to ease the reading and help you to remember what you have read better.

Tip 1: Read it again.

It's often easier in the second time.For many students, if they try to read the difficult material again, such as technical writing in science text can become easier in the second time around. You may get confuse when trying to understand the content at the first time. Do not despair, take a short rest after reading the first round; when you return to read the material again, you will find it easier to understand than when you read it at the first time. Repeat read it again if needed.

Tip 2: Pause reading for mini review.

Don't read the whole chapter if you find yourself has difficulties to understand the content. After reading one or two paragraphs, pause briefly to summarize what you have read so far, verbally or in writing. Use your own words to review back what you have read so far. Then, jot down some notes or create a short outline or summary.

Tip 3: Look for essential words.

When you are stuck on a paragraph, try to mentally skip those adjectives and adverbs words. Just look for the essential words in the paragraph. Those essential words normally are in verbs and nouns. By focusing the essential words, your mind can absorb them better.

Tip 4: Consult your instructor.

Most teachers welcome their students to approach them if they need any help in their study. If you stuck with your reading, admit it and arrange an appointment with your instructor for consultation on the part that you are confused with.

Tip 5: Read It Aloud.

Instead of reading with your mind, try to read out with your mouth...aloud and use your ear to hear what you have read. Try to read it out for several times and each time using a different inflection, which emphasizing a different part of the sentence. Be creative and imagine you are the presenter talking to your audience.

Tip 6: Change positions periodically when reading.

Changing positions of readings periodically can combat fatigue and refresh you mind. You can play with standing as you read and read it aloud when you get stuck on a tough paragraph. Beside that, you also can choose to walk around while reading, it make you remember better.

Tip 7: Find a tutor.

If there is a need, approach a tutoring service to help you. Many schools provide free tuitions for their students, or you can find a paid tutoring service on the subjects which you need helps.

Tip 8: Get a group of study mates.

Other than the professional tutoring services, you can also form a study group among your peers and schedule discussion sessions for the selected chapters each week. You can use this group study to perform reading session; each one will rotate reading aloud and allows other to ask questions which related to the topic. When you answer the question, it helps you to remember better.

The ordinary reading methods may not enough to help you to remember what you have learned in a chapter. You need to find a few reading techniques which can help you. Above tips are just among the many reading techniques which you can try them on.

aRiouss.......

improve vocabulary

2009-04-01T09:34:00.000-07:00

salam.....

One of the best ways to expand your vocabulary are read and talk. This is very true especially with special needs children. When you always talk to the child, you are unknowingly helping him to expand his vocabulary and ignite his curiosity.

Vocabulary and the need for knowledge and information are two crucial things in learning.When a child wants to know about something and he knows he can get it through reading, it is enough motivation to want him to read. In the same manner, if the child reads more, he will have more chances of getting more words into his vocabulary bank.

The “learning readiness” factor is different from one child to another because we have the so-called individual differences. It applies to learning and reading readiness as well. So how can you help your special needs child get ready to read and develop his vocabulary?

How To Develop Vocabulary Through Reading

Reading allows children to encounter new words. There are actually more words used in written language compared to spoken language. Because of this, a child will learn more new words through reading. The more you read to a child, the more he will be able to develop his vocabulary.

To further help the child develop his vocabulary, parents and teachers should consider the following pointers:

Remember that the more times a word is heard, the more it will be remembered. So if you want your child to master a word, repeat it many times. Also use the word regularly in conversations involving the child.The words that are commonly heard at home are the words that the child will most likely master. So if you are teaching your child a word, ask the other members of the family to use the word.

Reading is one the best ways to develop a child’s vocabulary.When a child learns to read, vocabulary development follows, thus, reading is crucial.It is important that a child develops his vocabulary. In the same manner, it is equally important that a child learns to read to further improve his vocabulary.

Parents and teachers should help the child understand the importance of reading. They should also introduce reading as an interesting aspect of learning. This can be done by using attractive, easy to understand and educational reading materials – one like POPS resources.
And proper guidance and support should also be part and parcel of any reading and vocabulary activities.

together we achieved our vocabulary and also our child in the future!!!!!

aRiouss........

2009-04-01T09:28:00.000-07:00

salam....

More recent experiments and researches have revealed that the effects of global warming on agriculture and food supply are not that good after all. AN UNEP 2001 report on the global warming has predicted that USA is going to have more droughts, floods, landslides and storms.Winter will gradually be shortened and sobered down, while summer will rise in expansion and severity. Along with this heavy rain, big storm, heavy snowfall, high sea level, increasing coastal erosion and other problems will occur.

Though as one of the effects of global warming, the overall food supply and production level is supposed to rise in USA, but the Great Plains will suffer with more droughts resulting for global warming.Even now many effects of global warming on agriculture and food supply have been perceived.

The popular maple syrup production of North east USA has diminished by 10. This will create dire water shortage in summer, making the Central Valley area unsuitable for agricultural production for global warming. The State University of Colorado has declared that the area is going to be less productive due to effects of global warming on agriculture and food supply. As the effects of global warming, the food supply production in Florida is going to suffer a lot due to frequent and large scale floods. Also one of the most profitable agricultural products of USA - corn will suffer a bad condition due to dry and hot atmosphere for global warming.

As another example of the effects of global warming on agriculture and food supply - with the rise of temperature by 3 to 11 degrees in this century, the production rate of the main crops - the rice, corn, wheat, barley, soybeans and sorghum - will be cut down by 3-5% for each point rise of temperature for global warming.

However with all these effects of global warming on agriculture and food supply, new attempts have been made to adjust the agricultural and food production method according to the changing atmosphere. So to fight the effects of global warming, the researchers have established new methods of production with continuous revision of models. But still the best possible process to reduce the effects of global warming on agriculture and food supply is to be established.

The solution is still in processes but why not we try to help them also in order to live in better life in the future.

aRiouss.......

global warming-- how can u help

2009-04-01T09:05:00.001-07:00

salam........

For this time entry, i would like to share about global warming which is the world issue today.
Global warming over the next half-century could put more than a million species of plants and animals on the road to extinction, according to an international study Thomas, lead author of the study published in the science journal Nature, said emissions from cars and factories could push temperatures up to levels not seen for 1 million to 30 million years by the end of the century, threatening many habitats. The sweeping new analysis, enlisting scientists from 14 laboratories around the globe, found that more than one-third of 1,103 native species they studied in six regions around the world could vanish or plunge to near extinction by 2050 as climate change turns plains into deserts or alters forests.

Global warming is widely blamed on rising concentrations of carbon dioxide in the atmosphere linked to emissions of gases from burning fossil fuels in cars, factories and power plants. We can cut global warming pollution by reducing pollution from vehicles and power plants. We can increase our reliance on renewable energy sources such as wind, sun and geothermal. And we can manufacture more efficient appliances and conserve energy. But all this will take time, instead we should think of alternatives which can be done immediately like doing ridesharing or carpool, using clean fuel like CNG.

There is no reason to wait and hope that hydrogen fuel cell vehicles will solve the problem in the future. Right away, we should put existing technologies for building cleaner cars and more modern electricity generators into widespread use.
If current trends continue Global warming will have catastrophic effects like:

• Melting glaciers, early snowmelt and severe droughts will cause more dramatic water shortages in the American West.

• Rising sea levels will lead to coastal flooding on the Eastern seaboard, in Florida, and in other areas, such as the Gulf of Mexico.

• Warmer sea surface temperatures will fuel more intense hurricanes in the south-eastern Atlantic and Gulf coasts.

• Forests, farms and cities will face troublesome new pests and more mosquito-borne diseases.

• Disruption of habitats such as coral reefs and alpine meadows could drive many plant and animal species to extinction. Such alarming facts call for some serious action on each one’s part and we can contribute by sharing our vehicles and making carpools in our cities.

we can save our world!!!!

aRiouss.....

teenagers with depression

2009-04-01T00:20:00.000-07:00

salam....

According to a survey 20 percent of teens will experience teen depression before they reach adulthood, 10 to 15 percent of teenagers have some symptoms of teen depression and 5 percent of teens are suffering from major depression. One of the most alarming facts to come from all the research; depression is affecting younger and younger people - adolescents and teenagers. So teen depression is a very common and dangerous disease.

Depression in adolescents can express itself as irritability, hostility, and anger, which can often lead to miss diagnosis.Teenage girls are suffering from depression more than teenage boys.Teens get depressed, including rejection, abuse or low self-esteem. Depression is not caused by chemical imbalances, whether in adolescents, teenagers or adults.

The child may exhibit extreme fear of being separated from a parent or lose interest in participating in games with other children. Depressed people often don't feel much like talking or can't find the words to describe what's wrong.

Symptoms:

Belief that life is not worth living
Decrease in performance at school
Complaints of feeling guilty or worthless
Critical and insolent behavior
Hallucination or strange attitude
Weight has changed
Complains of feeling tired all the time

Also they may have increased problems at school because of skipped classes, lack of interest or motivation, or poor concentration and low mental energy caused by the depression.

There are so many causes of depression but three are main:

Social rejection
Family turmoil
Failing exams

First, there are two kinds of depression:
The sad kind, called major depression, reactive depression, and manic-depression or bipolar illness, when feeling down and depressed alternates with being speeded-up and sometimes acting reckless. Sometimes drug and alcohol use can lead to depression; but more frequently, teens that are depressed seek out alcohol and other drugs to avoid dealing with their depression and how it makes them feel. Often teenagers react to the pain of depression by getting into trouble: trouble with alcohol, drugs, or sex; trouble with school or bad grades; problems with family or friends.

Most teens with mental health problems do not get the help they need. And you can help him/her by contacting to Psychologist, psychiatrist, school counselor or nurse, trusted family member, family doctor or professional at a mental health center.Listen to patient, and make sure your friend knows that you care andEncourage him/her to talk to a professional.that’s is the advantages having friends.

aRiouss…….

story behind trouble teens

2009-03-31T22:31:00.000-07:00

salam...

For today entry..i would like to talk about troubled teens. Whose that we clarify as the troubled teens???????

Troubled teens are young adults those are rejecting their heritage, rebelling against parental authority, looking for acceptance in the wrong places, and to whom academic pursuit is no longer a part of their vision. Troubled teens are young adults that suffer from one, or some of the following symptoms-Alcohol or drug abuse, Depression, Attention Deficit Disorder, Disrespect, Poor academic performance, Bad Attitude, Display of negativity (physically or mentally), Teen pregnancy, Suicide attempt, Eating Disorder. Teens experience sadness. Frustrations, disillusionment, the first heart break and hormones running amok are bound to sadden the gladdest of hearts on occasion but some teens experience a sadness that goes deeper, lasts longer and weighs heavier. This deeper, darker sadness is depression. A normal teen can turn into a troubled teen for a combination of reasons. The reason is listed below:

- Depression is one of the most common disorders: Depression causes decreased energy and social isolation. The teen may have difficulty with motivation. The depressed teenager will have difficulty summoning the energy to perform the activities they enjoy, as well as the activities the parent assigns as chores. They may, for instance, not "feel like" going to the mall with their friends, not "feel like" going to the rock concert, etc. The teen may feel tired all the time because sleep disturbances are also a sign of depression. They may feel as if they are insignificant and become irritable, taking out their misery on family members via verbal, emotional or physical abuse.

- Hopeless: Troubled teens usually do not have any ambitions in life, or at least they are not strong enough to find for achieving them. Some troubled teens exert negative influences on others.

- Panic attacks: Sometimes, he/she may be nervous doing a certain task that may be scary. Teens fear is to challenge your negative thinking with positive statements and realistic thinking. When encountering thoughts that make you’re fearful or anxious, challenge those thoughts by asking yourself questions that will maintain objectivity and common sense. For example a man/women afraid that if they do not get that job promotion then he/she will be stuck at your job forever. This depresses him or her; however your thinking in this situation is unrealistic. Facing the fear and anxiety of the unknown: All most everybody worries about what will happen in the future? The prospect of not knowing if something good or bad will happen to you in the near future can produce a lot of fear and anxiety. Alcohol and substance abuse: It is not easy to deal with his/her fears and anxieties however trying to avoid them through Alcohol or other substances will not work. Avoiding his/her fears and anxieties will not make them go away. His or her fears and anxieties will always be there.

- Loneliness: Sometime he or she will experience a time when we are alone. Some people fear of being alone for various reasons. At that time the depression came to his or her mind. Strong pressures and stress of life: Considering the world of today with all the high-pressure from parents, school, peers, advertising and the amount of information that is thrown at them daily it is no wonder that troubled teens are getting more and more. As young adults, they are shaping their personalities yet too many become troubled teens, unable to grow strong and secure due to the pressures and stress of life. Many of them itself creates ideal conditions for the development of troubled teens, because it have proven that such teenagers have underdeveloped front part of the main brain, which makes it difficult for them to determine right from wrong.

Many believe that troubled teens are product of the society they live in. But as it was already mentioned, it is most likely a combination of reasons that make teens troubled. It is not easy to deal with the fear of the unknown, however sometimes the fear can be worse than the situation.

Just compared with our life today..
Do we are the one among them..?????
Take the positive step and never take the problems and the depression as something that cannot be solve and disappeared. We choose what we want in this life. Your choice will control your future.......

aRiouss….

your friends and those whose love you

2009-03-28T10:13:00.000-07:00

salam......

i want to start my entry with a question...

A frequently asked question is: “Why do so few people succeed when there is so much opportunity in the world?” The answer is simply that some of your closest friends and relatives love you too much. Seems like a crazy statement doesn’t it? So please read on to discover the logic and wisdom that has gone into it.

Why not start by examining love and friendship?

If you love somebody you want to protect them from all the problems and obstacles that life throws up from time to time. You want place a protective barrier around them so that they are subjected only to the good things and are far removed from risk or exposure. This is a fact and if you do not express love in this manner you should maybe take a look at your relationships.

It is very similar with friendship in that we want our friends to be protected from anybody, or thing, that may be a danger to them. This is a natural response that we all feel otherwise there would be no such thing as friendship and the world would be a poorer, less happy place.

But do not close your mind to the fact that you are big enough to protect yourself from the problems that life may bring and you cannot be a success if you do not overcome problems.

Here are some examples that explain this phenomenon:

Just watch a mother protecting her child: She doesn’t want him to take up boxing because he may get hurt. If she feels he is being treated unfairly at school she takes the matter up with the teacher or school principle. If she feels he is doing anything that may upset him if it goes wrong she immediately starts to steer him away from it. If that fails she makes a darn good excuse for him to use if it does fail in the future. She is making a soft landing for him.

Before we examine the effects of the mother’s natural behaviour let us take a look at friendship and how friends protect each other.

A young man is slightly drunk and arrives at a ladies house and tries to talk her into letting him in. She makes a polite excuse and sends him away. As soon as he leaves she thinks about whom he may go to next and she realizes that he is also friendly with a one of her girlfriends. First thing she does is telephone the girlfriend to warn her that she may get a call from this drunken friend.

She does this because she wouldn’t be a very good friend if she didn’t; or so she thinks. Even police investigations are often hampered by friends protecting each other when they don’t know the reasons for the investigation. It is natural for friends to protect each other just as it is natural for a mother to support her child. But, and this is a big question: Are you helping or harming your friend with your sense of care?

People that are close to you actually hold you back by feeding negative comments to you in an effort to protect you.

but sometime we blame them and not appreciate what they do for us..
do not think that we are the best...
because everybody have their weaknesses....

aRiouss........

recover from break ups

2009-03-28T09:05:00.000-07:00

salam...

Break up seem to be, unfortunately a normal part of the modern day life. Healing from relationship break-ups and divorce are a difficult task at best.
Some people never completely recover, carrying with them the pain of the break up through life. Others become immobilized from the fear of getting close to a partner again. Even celebrities have break-ups; Brad Pitt and Jennifer Aniston to be said the most famous one.

Even if you are the one who initiated the breakup, the feeling of loss and separation can be distressing. There is a mental state called “separation anxiety”, which describes the feelings you may have now that your partner is no longer a part of your life, your thoughts, and your emotions. The important thing is to figure out the best way to get past this and get the breakup out of your system.

The following are the top 10 ways to recover from a break up and speed up the healing process.

1. Allow yourself plenty of healing time.

Different people heal at different rates so be patient with yourself. It’s okay to grieve and cry, just make sure you make an effort to not use this as an excuse for being a hermit many months later.

2. Stay busy.

Don’t allow yourself any “daydreaming” time. If you have time for a part time job, get one. If you don’t want a job, take up some volunteer work. Take up a hobby. Focus on anything you enjoy.

3. Exercise and improve your diet.

Besides giving you a positive endorphin rush, joining a gym can put you into social circumstances. Through exercising and improving your diet, you’ll not only be taking care of your body and your health, you’ll improve your self esteem as well.

4. Make an effort to meet new people.

Join a club, take a class, volunteer, go the park, attend a concert. Allow these larger social groups to replace the connections you had with your lover for a while. Take action and just do it.

5. Seek professional therapy.

There is no shame in seeking outside help. If you can’t afford therapy, seek out a support from a relationship recovery message board.

6. Surround yourself with as many family and friends as possible.

If your relationship with your friends and family suffered because of the huge amount of time you spent with your sweetheart, now is the time to patch up old relationships.

7. Focus on yourself.

Much of your energy went into your relationship and now you have time to pamper yourself. Take those long baths you never had time for, read that saucy novel that has dust on it, so now is the time to work on yourself.

8. Strengthen your spiritual side.

Pray or go to church for non muslim. It’s amazing how these things can help re-center you.

9. Give advice to other women who have it much worse than you.

It will put things in perspective and allow you to stop feeling sorry for yourself. There are lots of people with problems far worse than yours. Help them.

10. Adopt a pet.

Studies show that people with pets are overall happier and live longer. Go to your local animal shelter and adopt a pet in need. Just make sure you have the time to take care of your new friend properly.

believe in yourself..you can do it..
although the pain is so hurting you...
you can if you want to...

aRiouss.........

overcome your past mistakes

2009-03-27T11:00:00.001-07:00

salam....

For the first sentence I want to say that I strongly believe that in life we should have no regrets. Quite simply you cannot change what has gone before so why waste time regretting what you cannot alter? But that's not to say that you should ignore the things you have done in the past that went wrong or those occasions when you made mistakes. Instead you should always be prepared to learn from them and so take something positive from all of your experiences.

So I'm going to ask you to look back, just for a moment. Bring to mind something from your past where things went wrong or you believe you made a mistake or failed to achieve what you wanted to do. It may be something that continues to play on your mind and so possibly prevents you from doing today, the things that you really desire. You may have to go back to your childhood or it could just as easily be something that happened in the last week that it is still really bugging you.

Whatever it is be open and honest with yourself and then follow these 10 simple steps:

Step 1

Write down exactly what happened with as much detail as you can. Be precise and try not to let any feelings you have about the incident cause you to edit or leave out important facts.

Step 2

Define what part you had in the incident. What actions did you take, were they deliberate acts, or were they things you were persuaded or even forced to do by someone else?

Step 3

Define who else was involved and what they actually did. It's important to be completely honest and, for instance, identify whether someone may have prevented you from doing something or perhaps tried to stop you from taking a particular course of action.

Step 4

Ask yourself truthfully what you could have done differently that would have resulted in a better outcome. Be through because it may only be a little thing but it could make all the difference in the future.

Step 5

Identify what anyone else involved could have done differently and what you could have done to help them to do so. Be prepared to admit where you were at fault including by maybe just standing by and letting something happen.

Step 6

Define what the best outcome would have been for everyone concerned.

Step 7

Having followed the steps so far, now write a plan for how you would achieve the desired outcome in the event of the incident occurring today. Be clear and concise in the steps you would take and how you would interact with anyone else involved.

Step 8

Write a list of all the things you have learned by carrying out this exercise. Once again you must ensure you are honest with yourself and don't ignore things that might be less then palatable to you.

Step 9

Identify how the things you have learned can help you to achieve the goals you have and what additional things you need. Establish clearly what you have learned about your strengths and weaknesses and how you can act upon them.

Step 10

Write a clear plan as to what you are going to do in order to put to use what you have learned. Only by setting and following well thought out, well-planned, and written goals will you achieve what you want in life.

We all make mistakes and get things wrong but by having a genuine desire to learn from the events in the past you can truly take advantage and move forward. Don't let the mistakes of your past spoil your future because we are human and not perfect, we will always make mistakes that sometime we even not realize it.

aRiouss......

improve your self confident

2009-03-27T10:36:00.003-07:00

salam..

Almost everyone wants to build more self confidence. Self confidence is like a bank account, you need to make regular deposits into it to keep it growing. So, here are 5 great tips that you can try to improve your confident.

Focus on your strengths.
Self confidence means freedom from self-doubt. People who have a lot of self confidence focus on what their strengths are, not on what they can't do. Everyone has weaknesses, but the difference is not everyone do well on them. Make a list of your strengths today and focus on things you do well.

Set goals.
Having achievable goals is a quick way to become more self confident. Having goals gives you a sense of purpose and by achieving those goals over time you will gain self confidence. If you don't have written goals, then you should start today.

Smile.
It is a fact that you can't feel depressed when you are smiling. In fact in one study done, a group of people who were depressed were told to smile in a mirror for only a few minutes a day. The results were amazing. Most of the people improved how they felt.

Change your posture.
Picture in your mind someone who looks depressed. That pictures likely shows someone who has hunched over shoulders and a sad expression on their face. Now picture someone who has a high level of self confidence. That picture probably shows someone sitting straight up and a bright smile on their face. Just by changing your posture you can improve your emotional state.

Be Grateful.
Being in a state of gratefulness is another way to build self-confidence. Everyone, no matter how bad their situation can find something to be grateful in their lives. By being grateful and focusing on the good things in your life you can improve your outlook. Spend some time every morning when you wake up being grateful for what you have, and your whole day will go better.

As you can see building self confidence comes down to your mind and how you think. Having all the self confidence you want is, within you right now, if you just change the way you think. Start today and use at least one of these tips and you will see and feel a difference in your life.

aRiouss....

friendship

2009-03-24T04:27:00.000-07:00

salam....

Why Friendship and what is need of friendship

Why we need friendships when we have a lovely life in this world. Why we need friends in our life.
Well friends, this is a tedious question to answer. Lets see each questions.

Why we need friendships?

Friendships are the gift to the man kind. The relation which we get in this world are blood related. But the only relationships which doesnot related to blood is friendship. Friendship has many forms and shapes. It is like water. If we pour the water into a jug it takes the shape of jug. if you pour the same water into a bowl it takes the shape of bowl. Sameway friendships will take a different shapes and sizes according to our heart. Friendship gives pleasure to human beings. Where there is friendship then there will not be any sorrow. When you see a child laughing you will forget your sorrows for a second, sameway when you are with a friend you forget your sorrows.

Friendships crosses boundries

The world is rotating smoothly because of the friendly hearts in the world. it crosses boundries and share a mutual bonding of love. Friendships will take care of this entire world from problems. If we are friends then our countries will, when our countries are friends then there is not need of weapons. So take weapon named friendship and love and conqure the world with love.

Friendships saves life

Trusted true friendships never makes others down. it helps a lot to make friends to comeup from the situation. Friendships never expect anything in return for all its offering. It saves life without looking into situation.

Why we need friends & friendships?

Friends comes with friendships, They are the channel of love and affection. Friends are like child's heart which doesn't know wrong thinkings. When there is a friend with us we feel secure, happy, huge support, and comfortable which you can't get from others.

So Lets get some real friends in this world. and lets Be Friends.

aRiouss........

conflict oh conflict

2009-03-24T03:58:00.000-07:00

salam....

Some couples have serious issues with constantly arguing in a relationship. There are several reasons that this is a very unhealthy way to live. Firstly, this type of consistent fighting can lead to harsh words and feelings, and even violence. It makes friends and loved ones very uncomfortable around you, and it can ultimately cause a break up in the relationship.

The first nasty result of constant fighting and arguing in a relationship is that there are harsh words said that cause harsh feelings. Saying, I'm sorry, is often not enough of a band-aid for some people. Many times, when people are angry at each other, even if they care a great deal for each other, they say things that they later regret and, at the time, do not even mean. Even if the argument is over and all is forgiven, this type of harshness sometimes hangs over into the relationship far after the altercation is over.

Another thing these types of arguments can lead to is physical violence from either party. This is definitely a place you do not want this arguing to escalate to.Another thing that can happen if you happen to argue with each other in the company of other people is that people will no longer wish to be around you as a couple.

Having someone argue in front of you makes for a very uncomfortable situation. If this happens on such a regular basis that you become known for it, people will begin to decline social invitations, and may begin to avoid you both all together. Being known for constantly bickering is not a good way to be remembered by friends.

One final bad result of arguing all the time with your mate is probably the most obvious. Eventually, the arguing will become tiresome and too hurtful to bear. When this happens, it ultimately could lead to the break up of the relationship. Though at the time, breaking up may be the desirable alternative to consistent bickering, it is probably not the ultimate desire when the relationship first started.

If you can find a way to get past the things that have been said before and forgive, you may be able to keep the relationship from falling apart.The negative effects of constantly arguing in a relationship are not just on you and your spouse, though those are enough. Negative effects include harsh words and hurt feelings, sometimes escalating to violence, making others uncomfortable around the both of you, and breaking up.

While these are all devastating effects to the couple itself, it is also devastating to those who are around and care for the couple as well. This type of conflict in a relationship is so negative and unhealthy, and if it is possible to resolve, it should be for the sake of the relationship.

don't ignore the problems occur but try to solve it in positive ways.

''try the best to achieve the best among the best''

aRiouss......

love or not

2009-03-24T03:29:00.000-07:00

salam...

You probably haven’t thought about this possibility, but the truth is that you may be wanted by many men or women, without being loved by them.
If you are attractive, intelligent, you have a great personality, money, beauty, etc., you may be desired by many people that belong to the opposite sex, but this doesn’t mean that they love you.

This means that they want to posses you, without caring about the way you feel, your plans, ideals or preferences. You will be able to verify if they really love you or not by examining their actions and their behavior.

Be very careful if you are very attractive, for one reason or another…How can you verify if they are playing with you and they only want to fulfill their selfish desires, using you like a trophy that they exhibit to their environment, or using your intelligence and good disposition in order to make you work for them without being paid?

How can you be sure that you are not being used?Pay attention to the way they behave with you. If they make you suffer, without caring about the way you feel, but only about their desires, their plans and their ambitions, you’ll be easily able to understand that they don’t love you. They simply want you, for other reasons.

Otherwise, they would never make you suffer in order to oblige you to follow their plans. They are already using you if they are making you suffer for any reason.
Be careful if you are too wanted by too many, and never be vain, because your position is very delicate. Vanity is pure stupidity, because if you are beautiful or very intelligent, this doesn’t mean that you are perfect as a human being or that your mental health is safe. On the contrary: you are the ideal victim for the wild anti-conscience, your primitive wild conscience that wants to destroy your human side through craziness and control your behavior.

Be very serious and carefully examine everyone that cares about you.They only want your honey, like flies. They don’t care about your desires, your personality, your feelings, nothing…They want to imprison you in a cage and be your owners, because you are very nice.
You have to learn many things about the human psyche and human behavior if you want to be safe. The person who will really love you will care first of all about making you happy!
Pay attention to all the details and examine everything very carefully before being a victim of your own vanity.

Never believe that someone loves you, only because they felt attracted by your characteristics, your intelligence or your social position.

as the young women we must careful at all the step we take..
we just know someone outside not inside them.

'''don't judge a book by its cover'''

pressure?

2009-03-22T11:27:00.001-07:00

hi...salam...
for today i want to share about overcome the pressure.....read this.!!!!

Teenagers have a lot to deal with. They have to withstand peer pressure, deal with adult expectations and rejections. It's natural that sometimes they are confused and discontented. This causes low self-esteem and a lack of self-confidence, which in turn causes depression, unhappiness, and insecurity among teenagers.

Symptoms of a troubled teen:

* Performing badly in school, lack of concentration, and forgetfulness
* Remaining aloof, keeping away from friends and activities
* Feeling sad and hopeless
* Prone to quick bouts of anger and rage, or reacting strongly to criticism
* Being indecisive, restless, and agitated
* Changes in eating and sleeping patterns
* Substance abuse
* Having problems with authority

Take charge before the symptoms become too severe.

What we should do????

1. Face your fears. Once you face them, you will feel that they aren't as bad as you thought they
were. Facing your fears will increase your confidence.
2. Forget past failures. Don't assume that just because you failed before, things will go wrong
again. Look on your failures as stepping stones.
3. Reward yourself when you have achieved something. Self-help is always the best help. Learn
to rely on yourself.
4. Talk to others. Don't come to hasty conclusions about a situation or a person. If you have any
doubts or questions, clarify. Don't assume things.
5. Don't let failure defeat you. Accept it. Try something else. Everyone fails at some point in life.

try to solve our problems and pressure in positive ways..
we decide what we want....
so try the best...
aRiousss......

make yourself happy

2009-03-11T14:29:00.000-07:00

How to Make Yourself Happier

In 1986, L. Ron Hubbard wrote a poem which is a guide to happiness.

"The Joy of Creating"
"Force yourself to smile and you’ll soon stop frowning.
"Force yourself to laugh and you’ll soon find something to laugh about.
"Wax* enthusiastic** and you’ll very soon feel so.
"A being causes his own feelings.
"The greatest joy there is in life is creating.
"Splurge on it!" — L. Ron Hubbard

(*wax: to increase in size, strength or intensity.)
(**enthusiastic: having or demonstrating enthusiasm.)

Four Steps to Make Yourself Happier

1. "Force yourself to smile and you’ll soon stop frowning."

Try this exercise.

A. Smile
B. Don’t smile
C. Smile
D. Don’t smile
E. Smile
F. Don’t smile
G. Repeat the above until you are cheerful.

Do this exercise whenever you are frowning, upset, depressed, angry, apathetic or resentful.
Try the exercise in front of a mirror for an extra boost.

2. "Force yourself to laugh and you’ll soon find something to laugh about."

This exercise is useful when you are feeling stressed out or too serious.

A. Force a laugh.
B. If this is difficult for you to do, say, "ha ha ha ha ha." Then say, "ho, ho, ho, ho, ho."
Then say, "he, he, he, he, he."
C. Repeat the above until you find something to laugh about.

3. "Wax enthusiastic and you’ll very soon feel so."

When you feel enthusiasm for a difficult task, you make better decisions, get more done
in less time and produce a better result.

A. Write down a task you are avoiding or hate to do.
B. Ask yourself, "What about this task is interesting?" Write down the answer.
C. Ask yourself, "What could I be a little excited about regarding this task?" Write down
the answer.
D. Ask yourself, "What could I be enthusiastic about regarding this task?" Write down the answer.
E. Repeat steps B, C and D until you feel enthusiastic about doing the task.
You might be surprised at how quickly this works.

4. "The greatest joy there is in life is creating."

What are your greatest joys in life?
Being a parent? Starting a company? Finding new customers? Forming new
relationships?
Notice how each activity creates something?

A. Write down three things you can create today.
B. Do them.
C. Notice if your day is more joyful.

The happiest individuals, families and groups are those that create things.
The most exciting goals you can have involve creating something.
In fact, all of your success is your creation.
"Splurge on it!"

i found these article on internet and its good to share with all of you. Because not all the time we are in happy condition, sometime we are in tough situation, at that time this article will help you.

try it, you will fell better. aRiouss......

2009-03-02T08:13:00.000-08:00

we lives in real world which everybody have their own problems...no ones in this world doesn't have the problem and that problems actually make us more matured. but there is the people whose take the problems as something that really worst..and to solve it,they blame others without think about it twice..maybe with that way they feel relief, but how about the person that been blame...
in making the decision we need to consider others..we should not directly blame others when it actually come from us..
as the human...everybody will make mistakes....

for my lovely friend..
there's something i want to say....
i can't be as you want me to be...
but i have try my best to be the greatest friend...
maybe its not enough for you...
but that only i can give...
its up to you to accept it or to ignore it...
i really dont care about it...what i want is, to be the way i am..
starting from this moment,..do what you want to do...
as the friend, i had gave the best but you never appreciate that..
and to become worst, you blame me for the best i gave...
i dont know what you want actually...
but i hope you get what you want..the perfect person that you looking for and for the last thing, i never can't be the perfect person because i am a human and i hope you also realize that you also a human as me..
aRious......

life is short

2009-02-07T10:52:00.000-08:00

hello......

meet again....

tonight, my blog is about "life is short"

i want to talk about this because

when i read newspaper today,,i found a news about a girl died on the spot in an accident...

The 18 years old girl with her cousin also 18 years old had been hitted by 4 cars..

its so sad..

shes only 18 years old and is starting to become young woman..

as the muslim..lets recite 'Al-Fatihah' for her..

so, i'm want to say...

this life is short..'

we know, everybody will die soon..

but, we don't know when the time will come..

maybe today..

tomorrow...

or maybe 2 years afterwards

so...."""""DO WE PREPARE TO FACE IT""""

we know our own answer right!!!!!??

life is short.....

we can't waste even a minute of our lives...

aRiouss..

keep holding on

2009-02-05T08:10:00.000-08:00

.....keep holding on

i know that our love will last forever....

please..keep holding on......

you know, i always be by your side..

...i always here for u...

i will do anything for you....

anything you want me to

i will go everywhere for you

everywhere you asked me to.....

don't say that you gonna leave me...

don't say that you are not the right person for me......

cause i know what i want...

i know what i feel...

and....i know you are the best person for me...

keep holding on...

you are my heart..my body and my soul..

you give me the strength to through all this thing..

believe me....

we can face everything...

everything that we have to.......

i'm here for you..

please be here for me to...

coz our love is the truth..

the truth that we will tell the world...

i can't let you walk away from my heart...

please keep holding on..

my love......

hello everybody.......

meet again.......

above are the words that i make for somebody...

just to imagine what she feel...

actually i read the article that she writed about her problems...

and of course because of a guy...

what i want to say is....

if the guy really love her..then she doesn't has to worry about it..

if she believe that everybody have the fate..then she should ready to face the reality what will happens to her...

she doesn't have has to be stress...

coz all the problems have the solution..but..

whats the diffrent is how we gonna to solve it...

so, i'm believe everybody have their own way to solve any problems occur..

but you must analyse it first...

so watch out before taking any step...

thats all...

aRious......

2009-02-03T09:11:00.000-08:00

salam......

hello everybody.....

emm.....this is my first time, i post a comment in my blog..

because on january..i had made this blog...

and for the big mistake is..i'm not that interested to post something in my blog..

and i'm so regret it......

you know why????

because all of my friends have post many comments on their blog and i'm...emm..so sad.....

i'm so jealous of them.....

so, after this...i will always update and post something in my blog....

wanna know......?????

wait........

when the times come......

so..WATCH OUT!!!!!